AUTUMNS POV
The room is black. I see absolutely nothing, nothing at all. I back up into nothing and walk foward. I touch infront of me hitting glass. Im in a glass box and its slowly filling with water. I feel like Ive seen this before. I read this before, in the book divergent. I look around and bang on the glass screaming but no one can here me. Its not filling up fast enough. I see people slowly walking towards me. Noticing one ofthem is Kian, another Olive and Hayes. Jack, Nash and Cameron. And lastley Andrea. I bang on the glass screaming for help but they dont hear me. Andrea steps close to Jack and the way he looks at her is how he looks at me. He pulls her in and kisses her passionatley. I fall to my knees and the water is up to my stomach. I bang harder on the glass screaming but they keep making out. "Nothing" Nash says, and it echos and i hold my ears. Cameron and Olive sit there with their arms crossed and Hayes laughs. Kian stares at me with no sympthathy, Jack backs away from Andrea and tilts his head when he looks at me as if he doesnt even know who I am. The water is to my chin and I start to scream. Im under water now and I scream causing bubbles to come out of my mouth. I bang on the glass hard but no budging. I cant get out. This is what depression feels like. The glass breaks at one last kick and water flows everywhere. I feel glass cutting me as I rush out onto the black floor.
I feel a pair of arms shaking my shoulders. "AUTUMN! AUTUMN!" I shoot up immediantly hitting back into my headboard. Im in my bedroom. Oh my god. Olive sits infront of me. I breathe heavily and Im sweating. I look around the room, my windows open and the curtains flow. "You were having a nightmare! God! You were screaming!" She starred at me. I look at her.
"Im gonna get dressed. Im fine." I swallow. She worridly gets up and walks out of my room, turning back to look at me before walking down stairs. I trudge out of bed.
Its been two weeks since the party and Jack and I have been super awkward. I dont know why, it just happens. Even in the beggining something good would happen and we would both put up a wall and it would piss off everyone.
I suddenly remember today is friday and I have to make a youtube video. Yes, Im a youtuber, and if it wasnt to O2L i wouldnt have fans. People on twitter found out about the breakup and they want me to make a video about love. This should be interesting. I just cant believe I dreamed that . It makes me nervous, but it was a dream I cant get worried about anything.
I get dressed up into a white flowy tank top and a beanie that says "bad hair day" my hair wavy and I wear high wasted shorts and floral vans. I set up my camera on the tripod and sit down by my desk.. I turn the screen over so I can look at myself when I talk. I pressed record and smiled. This is what I did when there was nothing to do. Talk to the camera.
"Hey guys! Its me Autumn here!, so most of you guys wanted a video about LOVE?" I made googly eyes and giggled at the face I made. "Okay , those of you who are watching this are probably heard about me and kians breakup. Well, It isnt the end of the world, We all cope with it in our lives, we just got to get right back up and live. You cant let someone influence your happiness, you have to hold onto that and control it on your own. Love is super difficultt, you fall in and out, but sometimes you dont get out at all. Sometimes youre stuck on that one person who captured your heart." I paused thinking of Jack smiling to myself forgetting im filming,, "Okay!, now Im going to get on my twitter and answer some questions."
JACKS POV
I sit on my macbook and watch the video that Autumn just uploaded.
"Okay , those of you who are watching this are probably heard about me and kians breakup. Well, It isnt the end of the world, We all cope with it in our lives, we just got to get right back up and live. You cant let someone influence your happiness, you have to hold onto that and control it on your own. Love is super difficultt, you fall in and out, but sometimes you dont get out at all. Sometimes youre stuck on that one person who captured your heart." she looks down smiling and I know what shes thinking . It makes my heart stop and feel all weird inside. I dont know how the fuck she does this to me. I shut my laptop and rub my temples. I need her right now. Ugh
Johnson walks into my rom.
"Dude, we are going to autumns, You coming?"
I jump out of bed. "Damn straight i am!"
OLIVES POV
"She was literally screaming, and when I woke her up, it was like she was seeing a ghost." I whishphered to Jack and Hayes. Hayes looked at me and back to Jack.
"Better ask her about that.." Hayes looked at Jack.
"How am I supposed to act normal. We got drunk the night of the party, i told her she was beautiful and its been werid ever since."
"Not this again." Taylor groaned, He was eavesdropping.
"What do you mean Taylor." Jack hissed
"You guys open up to eachother and than you act like it means nothing. Like what the fuck. You guys are in love. i SEE IT. We all see it. We see the way you look at eachother."
Autumn walks downstairs and she hears everything stopping but that doesnt stop Taylor.
"you guys are ridiculous. We all sit here and wait and wait. like get it over with and just fuck it out! God! I know this isnt my business but its really annoying how you both act like last year was nothing."
Autumn and Jack exchange looks and walk in opposite directions.
short & sweet
