Our Future || Jung hoseok Fan Fic || {COMPLETED}

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I stared at him in shock.

"W-what are you doing here?" i said trying my best not to stutter.

"Obviously I go to school here." he said pointing to his uniform.

"O-oh right." he sat down next to me. "Why are you sitting here"

"All the other tables are taken." he said while stuffing his mouth full of food. I look around and he was right, all of the other tables were occupied.

"Don't you have any friends to sit with?" I questioned him.

"Don't you?" he replied

"I don't believe in having friends" i stated confidently.

"Well I just transferred here today so I don't have any friends." he said while smiling at me. " I haven't introduced myself yet. My name is Jung Hosoek. Why don't we be friends.

"Sure. My name is Y/N." I had no idea why I said that. My mouth just moved on its own. I knew that when I had said this I made a huge mistake. He grinned at me like a Cheshire cat. I could feel my cheeks heating up. I looked away from him and continued to eat my lunch. Maybe if i just ignore him he'll lose interest in me a go away for good. Yes that's a perfect idea, why don't i just ignore him.

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After lunch I decided to begin my plan on ignoring hosoek. We were walking to our classes. He was talking to me and I just looked ahead of me not giving him any eye contact.

"Hey what classes do you have?" he asked. I didn't reply. "Are you okay" he sighed and continued walking with me. I think it's working. I walked in my class and noticed that hoseok followed me in. Is he stalking me or something.

"Why are you following me." I asked irritated.

"What do you mean, this is my class." he stated.

"O-oh s-sorry." I apologized, embarrassed. I could sense him smirking. I sat down at my desk and took out a book waiting for the teacher to arrive. I saw out of the corner of my eye that hoseok sat next to me. I could feel his eyes burning into me. The teacher arrived and I went to put my book away but of course I dropped it. I was going to pick it up however hoseok was faster. Our hands brushed against each other. But...

Why...

Why did my heart flutter when I didn't want it to.

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I ran to the bathroom because I felt a familiar pain in my lower abdomen. I knew I didn't have much time left. I just need to hold out a little longer. I recollected myself and went back to class. The second I walked through the door I could see hoseok's concerned face. Please tell me that he isn't worried about me. Please hoseok, don't make things harder for us. Please just forget about me and go on with life. And please, I beg of you, do not fall in love with me. Because I don't want to hurt you more than you'll hurt me.

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"Hey." hoseok whispered. I didn't reply. "Why don't you talk to me. This is not how friends are supposed to be." when he said this i felt a little pain in my heart. Its as if someone had just shot an arrow straight through it. Hoseok and I walked home together because he insisted. I didn't have to go to the shop today because it was closed on Wednesdays and Thursdays. Hoseok was telling a story when all of a sudden he asked me something i wasn't expecting. "Don't you just wish that you could wish for people's attention?"

"Sometimes the best way to get someone's attention, is to stop giving them yours." when i said this i instantly regretted it. I hated myself. I just wanted to run home and cry.

"If i have to chase and fight for your attention, eventually I won't want it anymore." he said with a frown on his face. " Why are you crying? He asked concerned. I touched my eyes and felt the warm liquid that was pouring out. Heh. How funny. I hadn't even realized my own tears now streaming down my face. Without even thinking I ran into hoseok's arms and grabbed onto the hem of his shirt while I sobbed.

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry." i said in between sobs as it was the only thing that could come out of my mouth. I then started to get dizzy. Soon I slowly felt myself drifting into darkness.

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A/N

I'm starting to love sad endings ;3