Love on the Edge

Chapter 6

I hadn't taken what he said to heart, after all we were laughing and playing in the car before wards . I had thought about it but decided to just disregard it. I was sitting next to him stuffing my face and bobbing my head to the music .  I was in food heaven when All of the sudden  he took my snack bag away and threw it in the back seat .I whined. 

"Don't touch it " He went for the bag of Doritos that was in my hand but I moved it away .

"Give it "

"No"

"Cassidy you can't spell chips without hips , hand it over "  I gave the chips back to him . "Don't give me an attitude"he said firmly as he snatches the Doritos out of my hand.

"  if your not going to let me eat it then why did you buy it ?"

"I'll give you fatty food but you gotta control how much of it you eat ,  for example you can eat one every 3-4 hours, I don't want you getting bigger then you are now" 

he is so bipolar, one second his smiling the next his moody.

I didn't say anything after that  . We just sat and listen to radio . I fell asleep and woke up to Ryder singing to  Justin Bieber.  I suddenly burst out laughing.

"I'm sorr....rryy I I didn't mean to la....ugh at you I s..wear " I said in between laughter.

I looked toward him and he was as red as a tomato. He turned off the radio harshly and threatened me not to tell anyone. He continued driving for a while then turned into an exit . I wanted to ask where we were going but I knew he wasn't going to answer me . 

We pulled up to a  glass house in the middle the woods , it was very beautiful. 

"Let's go " he opened his door and I did the same . We were almost at the front door when a blond man walked out.

"Ryder , bro wassup , haven't been seeing you around lightly " he walked up to Ryder and gave him a high five with a half hug . He was about to say something when he noticed me . He pushed Ryder to the side and walked up to me .

"Well hello their beautiful, I'm Cameron " he took my hand and gave it a light kiss . I turned into a tomato.

"She's off limit Cameron " Ryder said as he broke his hand from mines since Cameron was still holding it .  He took my hand and pull me inside. The inside of the house was stunning . I was admiring it when I heard a whistle come  from behind me.  I turned to where the noise and it was a shirtless guy with nice abs . I wonder what it would be like to lick them ? He was staring at me from head to toes and biting his lip.

"Brian fuck off" Ryder yelled

"You having her? Damn brother you hit the jack pot " He looked at my ass then added "if you ever get bored send her to me"

Ryder exhaled "come on Cassidy, let's go upstairs "

I followed after him and we entered a room with a queen size bed  , a large flatscreen tv and a long black couch . 

"You'll be sleeping in here with me" he took off his jacket and threw it on the bed "I would give you the option of getting your own room but I don't trust these dudes around you " he dropped himself on the bed .

They was a knock on the door, a blond walked in "hey sexy ,I haven't seen you in while " she walked up to the bed and crawled on top of him . She trailed her finger from the top his chest to the bottom near his grown . she completely disregarded me, i if i was a ghost standing in the corner of the room."There's a jacuzzi party going on downstairs you coming" she was about to kiss him when I cleared my throat . 

She looked at me up and down then back at Ryder "who's that ?"

Ryder glared at me clearly mad that I ruin his moment.he was just happy with me in  the car,told his friends to hop off me then gets mad at me over some bimbo chick.I thought him and I were heading somewhere but I guess not. He didn't answer her question "I'm going to the party downstairs, ill see you there, let's go Kylie " he grabbed her hand and walked out the room. i did my best to ignore the pain I got from him leaving with another chick but I couldn't. a tear slide down my face  as I sat on the bed startruck. i sat for a couple of seconds letting the tears fall then wiped my cheeks with my palm. what did I expect anyways? he is Ryder after all.  

Great , I exhaled and was about to undress when I realized I didn't have anything else to wear . I ran out the room hoping he didn't get far . Look to the left and saw him walking down the hall with her . I was about to yell his name out when he slammed her on the wall and kissed her . She giggled and he picked her up with his face in her her neck , she giggled then looked up and saw me standing by the room . She smirked then they disappeared into a room . My heart felt heavy . It shouldn't though , it's not like him and I are in a relationship.

I felt a tears sliding down my cheeks again , I made my way back in the room and lay on the bed. Cassidy, put your big boy pants on, you knew what was gonna happen once he walked out with her anyways .  I guess it was easier imagining it then to see it happen.

It's been a couple of minutes,I was close to falling asleep when the door opened.  Ryder walked in which means he finished his little deed.

"You not coming downstairs?"  

"No "

"Why not "

"Don't wanna"

"Ok, why ?" he questioned further. as if he just didn't just sleep with a bimbo bitvh 

"Because I don't want to Ryder " I said then turned around facing away from him .

"Whatever stay up here and be bored I don't care ." He walked out and slammed the door . He was clearly pissed but I didn't care . I got up to pee then came back and sat on the side of the bed . 

I looked around to find something to do . My eyes focus on the tv and I looked for the remote . I spent the rest of my night watching tv and trying to remove the thought of Ryder fucking that girl .  I wonder who he liked sleeping with the most ? Her or me ? Probably her since he hates my weight , I exhaled sadly .  Maybe if I lost some weight he'd want to actually be with me .