Love on the Edge

Chapter 7

My eyes flutter open when I felt the bed move . I must have falling asleep. I looked to my side and saw Ryder sitting down on the side of the bed taking his shirt off . I turned back around and pretended that I still asleep. I felt the comforter get pulled back which meant he was about to lay next to me . I didn't say anything , just tried to keep my breathing in a rhythm . I was still angry about earlier so I pulled all of the comforter towards me. 

"Cassidy I know your awake" he says as he pulled it back towards him."do that again and you'll end up sleeping on the floor like a dog."  

i was still angry but I subdue to his threat but after a minute or so, when I felt he was asleep i lightly pulled it towards me again because when he pulled it back to him, he left me with almost nothing.  

"Cassidy get off the bed" I hear him say hoarsely. my heart almost stopped.

Oh lord he wasn't asleep, Oh shit. 

"I..I only pu..pulled  it beca"I tried to explain but he wasn't listening 

"Cassidy don't make me say it again, I swear I will slap that pretty face of yours." he said harshly. 

"but.." 

"CASSIDY!" 

 I slowly got off the bed, slowly but surely. I made my way to the couch that was in the bedroom and layed down. a couple seconds past and I felt Ryder grab me by my hair and slammed me in the floor. i yelped when I landed on my arm.

" I fucking said the floor you stupid bitch" 

I wrapped my hands around my self and cried my self to sleep that night on the carpet. I felt pathetic.

I woke up to Ryder yelling on the phone . He was walking back and forth with panic written all over his face . He saw that I was looking at him and he hung up pretending as if nothing as happened. He looked to the floor than said

"I'm going to take you shopping today , get up and get ready , when you get out of the shower they'll be clothes on the bed waiting  for you " he walked out of the room afterwards.
I got up and went to the shower when I came out of the shower , they was folded clothes on the bed with Ryder sitting with he's back against the head board and he's phone in his hand.

"Go get dress and stop staring at me "

I did as he said I went through my clothes looking for the shirt but all I found was a the top of a corset . Who made this ? People don't actually wear this as a shirt do they ? This is see through for goodness sake , I might as well get out the house naked . I put it on anyways , I found a denim shirt and I was pretty happy . At least I won't be naked no more . I close every button , put on my shoes then walked out .

Ruder looked at me then frowned. He walked up to me and looked me up and down. He then started to unbutton every single button on my shirt . He had a questionable face on then he pulled down the denim from my shoulder . He looked me up and down again them smirked .

"Let's go "

He exited the room and I followed after him . He held my hand as we go downstairs, probably because they were at least 5 guys whistling at me . We got in his car and he started driving. "Do you wanna go get breakfast first or do you want to shop and grab something afterwards "

"I'm not hungry "

"I didn't ask if you were now did I ? Answer my question "

I rolled my eyes then responded "after"

We arrived at the shop and I swear , I felt like we were buying the whole store . I saw a shirt that I wanted . I looked at the price tag and it was $108 . Why would someone want to pay $100 for a shirt? I grabbed a couple of clothes and drop them in my carriage but Ryder came with a bigger pile and drop them into mine . "Are you done ?"

"Yea "

"Aight then let's go " we walked up to the cashier and I sort of felt sorry for her . She had to put all of these in bags .

"Let's go they'll deliver it" he walked out and I followed. We got in the car ,He decided to go a small restaurant to get lunch since breakfast time already passed , I had a chicken salad and he had a sandwich with extra meat . He's sandwiched looked so good , I wanted to just swallow it while but I had to watch my weight . I ate my pile of leaves while tying to mask my sour face .

"Do you want to order someone else "

"No "

"You sure because it don't seem like your enjoying your salad "

"I'm fine"

"Whatever"

We headed back to the door . We were in the front of the house when Kylie walked out in a white loose belly shirt and short. I looked towards Ryder and he bit his lip .

"get to the room,don't talk to anyone "

He walked out the car right after.great he dumped me again for her and he wasn't even trying to hide it . after all who was I for him to try to keep secrets from.   I went inside and was going to his room when Bryan stopped me .

"Cassidy!" I heard someone yell

"Hey sexy wassup " he looked me up and down

"Nothing , I gotta go "

"Come on , stay here and hang with us"

"I can't , I gotta go "

"Why?"

"Ryder said to go upstairs, I have to go "

"What ? So you just do whatever Ryder says"

"Well yea....kind of"

"Why?"

"Cause..."

"Come on can you disobey just once "

".... w...ok"

He grabbed my hand and lead me to a room where they was a bunch of people I've never seen before . I mostly hanged with star and Lola . Brian was all over me . He made me feel sexy and wanted . I still tried to push him away from me subliminally though . We were all laughing and joking when when Ryder walked in . He grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs upstairs harshly.

Once  we were in his room his slammed the door and pushed me towards the bed .

" WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU !" I sinked into the bed.

"To...to go upstairs "

"YES SO THEN WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU DOWNSTAIRS!"

"It's just , it's just that .... that "

"THAT WHAT CASSIDY ? WHEN I TALK TO YOU , YOU LISTEN !" He came up to me and grabbed me by my neck raising me up . I was fighting to breathe because he was holding me so tight and cutting off my airways. "DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN CASSIDY , YOU DO WHATEVER I SAY , WHENEVER I SAY IT DO YOU UNDERSTAND !"

I nodded but he squeezed my neck tighter " I SAID DO YOU HEAR ME !"

I fought to let words out "Y.....ye ...s "

"Good"

He released me and I fell on the floor coughing. He walked out the room and slam the words again . Tears fell down my cheek but no sound came out my mouth . I managed to get up and walked to the bathroom . I looked at my neck and sucked in a breath. It was red and purple all over . I touch it with my finger tip and flinch .