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Erika pov**"j
I woke up feeling sad, I have depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts, but no one knows besides tessa. I get up and take a shower and put a baggy sweater and bralet with spandex shorts. I lay back in bed and plug my earbuds in and play my sad playlist.

After awhile my mood got worse and I decided to find something to do, I went to go talk to Jake. As i walk to his room I hear him talking.

" Nah dude, I don't really like her, I just did it for the views "

After that I run back to my room and cry so hard. Im quiet so no one can hear. I lock my bathroom door and slide the blade across my thigh. I do that a couple more times until the pain is gone.

I hear the door open and I quickly Clean up. I wipe my tears and go out to see Tessa, she looked at me with worry, she shuts the door quietly and I fall in her arms as I cry. She doesn't say anything but she sits with me and stays in my room until I fall asleep.

* Next day *

Erika pov***
I woke up in the same mood and just decided to go out for a bit. I grab my keys and go to leave, making sure no one is up. I quickly change into sweats and a hoodie and grab my phone and charger and money and head out.

I don't know where I'm going, but I keep driving. After a while I decided to get some food and I go to a couple shops and makeup/wig shop and get a makeover.

Erika makeover:
Outfit

Hair

Makeup