Heaven or Hell?

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The beautiful goddess like lady stood before me, upon nothing it seemed, as though we were in a hallway of pure white nothingness. I was terrified, not of death, but of the unknown that comes alongside it. Where was this place? Was I stuck here alone with Fates forever?

I was suddenly struck back to reality when Fates continued to speak.

"Don't be alarmed, all will become clear soon, as I am aware it is your 18th birthday today, normally this is when a young one will gain his or her wolf, however yours has been stunted for now as-"

"Excuse me" I interrupted, "What the fuck do you mean my wolf?"

"You're a werewolf Amethyst, you always have been, you may have certain dangerous instincts inside of you that you enjoy, almost masochistic energy spewing from your need to change increasing, but that's okay, as soon as we're finished here I shall send you back to your world, in which live many more of your kind, you will find your mate and you will live out your days protecting the ones you love" she replied heartwarmingly, trying to reassure me it seemed.

It didn't work.

"Send me back now. This is just a bad dream, none of its real, I am going to wake up in the morning and go to school like normal. LEAVE" I screamed.

That was the end, I woke up thrashing under my covers in bed, I knew it, it was only a dream, only a confusing, mind boggling nightmare.

I went into my bathroom and wiped my eyes, washed my face, showered, and scrubbed the memory of the dream off my body before going downstairs to make some tea, caffeine was the only thing that was going to get me through my English test that day.

Thankfully my father had gone to work already, I wasn't ready to face him after the events of last night.

Before leaving I changed from my PJs to my new red off the shoulder jumper with some black jeans, and made my way to college walking as usual. I wasn't very excited to spend my 18th birthday at school, especially when I knew nobody but Kaden would care.

Kaden was my best friend, he turned 18 a couple months ago, I knew he'd make a big deal about mine because I didn't have any other friends who would care, he feels sorry for me.

As presumed there he was, as soon as I got to college he was standing waiting for me outside, I used to think me and him would be together one day, but on his 18th birthday he got a girlfriend, her name is Kirsty, she doesn't exactly like me much, she seems jealous and very overprotective of Kaden, but she also obviously loved him more than anything, they had become so close I felt pushed out, and that I had nobody to turn to anymore, but Kaden still put the time in to be my friend.

"How are you feeling? Have you met her yet? How was the visit?" an endless string of confusing questions were just thrown at me, I had no idea how to answer any of them.

"What are you talking about Kaden?"

"Oh...don't worry" he looked crushed, his whole face dropped as though he had heard some news he had been waiting long for, tears started filling his eyes as Kirsty turned the corner running as though she already knew he was upset, he took one look at her and shook his head...was I missing something?

Kaden and Kirsty left hand in hand, Kirsty trying to comfort Kaden for whatever the fuck had just happened. I felt very selfish in that moment, it was my birthday and instead of wishing me a happy birthday...he just left.

I shook it off and went to lesson, I couldn't afford to be late, my English teacher Mr Atkinson was strict with us and I couldn't afford my dad finding out I had detention. Mr Atkinson was only 24, which meant of course all the girls were absolutely obsessed, obviously none of them catching his attention as they're only 17/18.

I took my place in my usual spot next to Kaden's normal spot, he slipped in quietly and unnoticed before Mr Atkinson had arrived, when he sat down he apologised to me about earlier, saying he didn't know what came over him and wishing me a happy birthday.

The door opened and in came the teacher, at the exact same time I laid eyes on him, a small voice started whispering in my head, for a second I thought I was going crazy, all it said was "mine"...


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