U with me?

Chapter Six

  The warm water hitting my back instantly makes my muscles relax. My breath hitches when i feel his soft lips kissing and sucking on my neck. I moan at the contact of his hands on my stomach as they start to make their way down south. The feeling of his hard member on my butt turned me on to the point where I couldn't take the anticipation any longer. "Can I touch you baby?" he whispers in my ear after he licks and nibbles on it. His fingers brush over the skin right above my clit earning a moan I couldn't hold in.

"Jazz you okay in there ?" Whitney's voice and knocking on the door takes me out of my shower fantasy making me quickly turn off the water.

"Uh yeah, I just lost track of time sorry." I blush as I look at myself in the mirror. Ever since CJ sort of kissed me I've been having these...lets just say inappropriate dreams.

Just like he said I hadn't seen him since that night but he calls me every night just before I go to sleep. Tomorrow is his game and I get anxious when I think of seeing him in person again. Just as I finished putting my clothes on and lay on my bed I hear my phone ring. I was getting a facetime call from CJ.

When he pops up on the screen he's sitting in a car talking to someone next to him.

"Hey, what you doing babygirl?" he asks smiling into the camera.

I swear his smile is contagious, "nothing just got out the shower."

He raises his eyebrows, "Shit let me see what you got on then." He says.

"Absolutely not and who else is in the car with you." I ask laughing.

He points the camera over to a guy I've never seen before. "This Ben, Ben this is Jasmine."

"Damn she fine, you hitting that?" I hear the dude say.

CJ sucks his teeth and smiles shaking his head "No nigga she not like that, we just talking at the moment."

I grew uncomfortable with Ben's question but CJ's response made me feel a little better. "So where you been these past few days?" I ask him genuinely curious.

"I told you it's complicated and you wouldn't understand, I had to handle some business." He says looking away from the phone.

"What business? And how is it complicated?" I ask growing irritated that he thinks he can't tell me.

"You coming to my game tomorrow?" He changes the subject,

"Are you going to be at your own game?"

He sucks his teeth, "Why u being like that? I told you I had some business to handle."

"Business that takes two days?"

"Look Jasmine I don't know why you continue to ask me if you already know what I'm out here doing." Honestly he was right, he basically confirmed that he sells drugs for money and I already knew what "business" he was handling. I guess I just didn't want it to be true.

"I'll see you at the game Friday, goodnight CJ"

"No, wait jasmi-" I cut him off by hanging up the phone. I don't know what I expect to happen, as far as us. He's basically a criminal and he's in the spotlight on campus which is not something I should be apart of. I can't be apart of the lifestyle he lives, especially if he makes it in the NFL where would I fit into that :  NOWHERE.

Whitney comes out of the bathroom and sees me looking upset, so she sits on my bed.

"What's wrong honey bun?" She only calls me honey bun when I'm upset.

"Nothing, it's just this whole CJ thing. You know he wants us to come to the game tomorrow." I tell her.

"No he wants YOU to go to the game, I'm just the friend to tag along. Besides where has he been these past few days?" She asks.

"He says he's Handling business." I say rolling my eyes at his statement.

"Ahh hell you already know what that means." She says dramatically.

"Exactly and I don't know if i could be apart of all that." I tell her.

"Sweetie you shouldn't have to deal with that sort of lifestyle. Even if he is fine and is the best player on the football team he isn't worth you going against what you were raised up on." She says.

"But what if he is worth it?" I ask hesitantly.

"Well I don't know what to tell you then sweetheart." she says rubbing my back. "If you can deal with a drug dealer and popular football player lifestyle then go for it. We can still go to the game though."

"Okay goodnight I'll think about it."