"Babe I think you already know what I did please don't act stupid with me right now." I said in kinda an ass way
"Baby did you take pills?"
He said worried but calm
"Yes" I said quietly hopping he didn't hear me.
"Why? You know I'm always here why do you think I came at such short notice and in the middle of the night? I could have been raped out there or Killed but I got a flashlight and reminded myself it was all for you." He said trying to be funny.
"I know that. That's why I texted you to come over cause if I die I wanted to die in your arms." I said about to cry again
"I Wanted you to be my last "I love you" I wanted you to be the last person to hold me. The last person to kiss me. I didn't want anyone else but you. I wanted you to tell my mom,dad,siblings,family,ect." I cried as I told him that. "Baby don't cry you know if you would died in my arms I would have been happy cause I got to spend your last day with you but I would have been very sad cause I would have lost
My whole life, my other half, my best friend, and the most amazing girl please don't do that again baby I want you here and I should count for everyone don't listen to the assholes out there." He said bring me in a hug. The night went on and I wasn't going to send him home so he stayed the night. We ended up making a fort and sleeping in it.
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Break down gone to far
Разное" god can you be any more useless!" My mom yells. I walk past her going up to my room. The sun is starting to set and the demons and all the bad things ever said to me was coming back to me. You're a whore. You're a slut. Go die. We don't need you...