Bellamy sighs. "Well it doesn't look like it. I've seen them around camp before you came down.." Raven looked down and wrapped her arms around her stomach to not feel sick. "I guess now I don't have to return... take care of them," She told with a voice so quiet she wasn't sure he'd hear. She then took off into a quick paced walk, feeling her eyes well up in tears. Bellamy shakes his head quickly and quickly walks after her. "Raven I'm sorry about him.. But you don't have to leave, we need you."
"I don't have anything left. Finn was the reason I came down here and didn't stay up there where it was safe. I loved him.. he was my everything," Raven told, not realizing how she suddenly opened up to Bellamy, even if she hated him her emotions had taken her over. She squatted down and buried her face into her hands to keep herself together, she had to. Bellamy looked down at her, feelings bad for what he revealed. "You don't need that player, you're better than that and can do better."
"He's been there for me since the beginning, through good and bad and always loved me. Then in ten days that we're apart he immediately gets involved with someone else and doesn't even have the guts to tell me when i'm back. I must've done something wrong." Raven sobbed but her voice was muffled so you couldn't really tell if she was crying. Bellamy kneels beside her and sighs. "You didn't do anything wrong, he's a player.. let's just head back to camp, okay?"
"I don't want to be alone around people again. I.. I can't face them now that I know why they look at me." Raven said looking away and pursing her lips to keep her crying silent, otherwise he would hear. "You can face them, show them what a badass you are." Bellamy says trying to cheer her up. "I'm not much of a badass, crying in the middle of nowhere in front of the guy who almost killed me.." Raven laughed sadly and wiped the tears away now looking at him.
Bellamy chuckles and smiles slightly. "Well not right now, but you can be." Raven took a deep, shaky breath before nodding a few times and slowly getting up. "Okay... i'll go back," She said flashing a smile and then put her gun away. Bellamy nods. "Okay let's head back." He radios one of the guys he was with and tells him he's heading back, then starts walking.
Raven first waled silently but as Bellamy had been nice to her she decided to do the same. "I don't judge you for what you did to get here. You weren't selfish, you wanted to protect someone you loved and you've been doing that to everyone else too. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you." She told with a much more steadier voice then she had used after the news he had broken down to her. Bellamy nods and glances at her. "It's fine I almost killed you.. sorry about that, and don't expect to hear that again."
"Bellamy Blake apologizing to me?? I feel honored. Don't worry, i'll rub it in your face until the day I die, and probably in the afterlife too." Raven chuckled feeling a sudden ease and a burden taken off her shoulders as she had gotten an explanation for why Finn had seemed off. Also she had gotten her small forgiveness from a guy that only knew a little fraction of the girl. Bellamy rolls his eyes and smirks. "Now you're just over dramatic about it."
"Definitely not, you seem tough outside but looks like you're actually soft on the inside." Raven teased and gently nudged his arm with her shoulder as she was noticeably shorter than him. Bellamy laughs and glances down at her. "True, but it's the same for you too." Raven shot him a cheeky mischievous glare. "I ain't soft, I just have a certain way of expressing my emotions," She said, rolling her eyes playfully but soon turning more serious as they approached the gates.
Bellamy sees her expression change and stops, grabbing her arm gently. "Hey, if you don't want to deal with him just come to me and i'll take care of him for you." Raven winced as Bellamy touched her, she was completely off guard by anyone being nice to her. "Thank you, but I take this is my mess to solve." She told, her voice taking it's weaker tone again as she flashed a smile to him then walked to the camp, into her tent. Bellamy frowns and watches her then walks into camp, going to his tent and unpacking his bag.
