Alpha Jake xx

Chapter 21 :)

In the previous chapter : 

it's gonna be really hard to go back to life i used to have.I'll have to change schools, i can't be in the same place where he's going to be at. i took my bottle of water out of my back pack. cheers to the new beginning...... goodbye Jake.

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Jennifer's P.O.V

i made it to my dads house.. i mean my house..i guess. i stood in front of the door and hesitated to knock. i was nervous and scared of what my own dad will think of me. will he let me stay with him or will he tell me to go away? will he be mad at me or will he be happy to see me coming back? i sighted and finally knocked on the door lightly. the door opened. " Jennifer, how are you? is everything okay?" i looked down at my shoes, the words ...they were hard to get out. " dad can i come in i have something to say" he nodded immediately. we sat down in the living room. he looked worried, i don't blame him. " dad. i left Jake" he was shocked and confused. " what happened? what did he do?" suddenly getting angry. " nothing dad we just separated. is it okay for me to live here...i mean come back?" i didn't want him to know what actually happened because i dint want to make a scene. its between Jake and me, not Jake and my father. no drama needed., it would make everything worse. he laughed " of course what kind of a question is that" i finally took a breath of relief. " thanks dad" he smiled. " i didn't touch your room so you can just bring your clothes and relax straight away" it was my turn to smile. i nodded and said i'm going up stairs. 

 My room was still the way i left it. i decided to take a shower after walking and crying so much i felt unclean. i got into the shower and the warm water was amazing. All my muscles relaxed and it felt so good. i got out after a pretty long time and dressed into pajamas not like i'm going to be going anywhere. i got into bed and decided to watch some videos for awhile, but it got boring after a while, so i took blank white pages. pencil and a sharpener. i started to draw. i didn't know what the hell i was drawing my hands were taking over. when i was finally done i looked at the overall picture and it was.... Jake's face. the tears began to fall again and i couldn't stop them. all i could think was "why?" . What happened i couldn't make sense of it. why didn't he say something at least so i wouldn't  be so confused right now. Urghh i hate feeling this way, not knowing whats happening, not knowing why and what if....... like what if he was dazed or what if he was going through something and didn't realize that bitch was all over him.....but this is me just trying to make sense of something that really wasn't there just because i love him. i wish there was something i could do but there really isn't. i could go and talk to him i thought but then dropped the thought as soon as i thought of ti. i'm not one that should be looking for ways to talk to him he should be the one trying right now because i haven't done anything he did. 

i went down stairs to watch some television, i thought that maybe that will take my mind somewhere else. i took the remote control and switched channels until i found a good movie. i watched "house bunny" i was so happy because it took my mind away for awhile..just when the movie was nearly over the phone rang. " dad the phone is ringing" then i realized that my dad went out for awhile. so i picked up the phone. " hello" i hesitated." Jennifer!!! " i froze. " why did you go away, I've been looking for you everywhere! is  everything okay?  " is he serious, hes asking why. what kind of a idiot is he!! " Jake what the hell are you calling me for!! leave me alone you understand i ain't some girl just for fun i get it your girl is back so now please just leave me be." what the hell is he thinking. " Jenny what happened? what did i do? please baby come back home. i kicked the bitch out, i don't even know what she was doing here. please come back" no way i'm not giving in, this is my new beginning and he can have his own. " no now leave me alone i don't want to talk to you or see you ever again" i heard him say wait no baby.... but i hung up. i sighted and went upstairs.

I got in to the bed and let my thoughts go. i tired to keep them out but it didn't work. i sighted in frustration. this night is going to be long. i did everything to get my mind of Jake and the conversation. i didn't want to think about him i want him to go away like me and him never happened , like i haven't been with him at all. no werewolf, no super powers, no supernatural thing and mainly.....no love. 

I finally drifted of to sleep and my mind shut off. 

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sorry guys for updating after so long i hope you still want to read this story 

- Adriana