Alpha Jake xx

Chapter 22 :)

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I got in to the bed and let my thoughts go. i tired to keep them out but it didn't work. i sighted in frustration. this night is going to be long. i did everything to get my mind of Jake and the conversation. i didn't want to think about him i want him to go away like me and him never happened , like i haven't been with him at all. no werewolf, no super powers, no supernatural things and mainly.....no love.

I finally drifted of to sleep and my mind shut off. 

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Jake's P.O.V 

what happened? why is jenny gone? why doesn't she want to talk to me? what did i do? all i remember is that the bitch came into my room to apologize , then i took a drink and that's all i remember then suddenly i was downstairs and with the bitch all over me and i kicked her out. I don't get it. But on the other hand everyone was looking at me weirdly like they're mad.  i looked everywhere for jenny but i couldn't find her then one of the guys told me that shes gone i didn't understand. He said : she ain't coming back , you messed up big time, i think she went back home. i called straight away but she didn't want to talk to me.  i need to find out what happened and since everyone is mad at me i will need to talk to the person who started all of this in the first place......Miss Blondy. 

it was really easy to get her to come up , all was needed to say was hello 'babe' come up. I cant wait to snap her neck, shes pissed me off way to many time, too much chances for her to stop her madness about me when i have no interest in her whats so ever , i already have a mate and im not intending on leaving her. i love her. once i figure out what happened , and why did 
Jennifer leave , Miss Blondy is going to get it , i promise. 

it took her about 10 minutes to show up in my room, she didn't even come up to the front door , she came in by my window.....thirsty much..damn. "hey baby, so you finally realize that i'm your Luna ? huh" she did a kiss gesture which really creeped me out but if i'm gonna find out the full truth i have to play along. " yes. i was just wondering what has happened since it all went down so fast?" i gave her a pushed smile. " well your toy was telling me to go away , that shes the luna, but you came downstairs and i came up to you straight away of course, we shared a little kiss (muah), and she saw that you love me so she left" i couldn't take the shock of my face down. " but how come i don't remember anything? do you know? just for my own sake" i hope she just tells me so i can stop with this masquerade and throw her out. " well you know , i told you. you needed a little push to realize that i am the one for you not her. so i gave you the push. what did she do? "what did you do? she looked away but i pulled her and insisted. " what did you do!?" she nodded quickly in fear. " i just put a little pill in your water. it just made you unaware of what you doing. that's all. now can we go for dinner i'm hungry. is she fucking serious. " You want food?.... are you serious , you drug me, make Jennifer think i want you and you expect me to give you food!!!!! i banish you from this pack, from now on you are a rouge, if i ever see you coming near my land you will be killed. i give you 3 seconds head start. starting now." she looked scared , tried to looked at me with the puppy look, but then realized it ain't happening, she ran. she's gone for good. 

Now i need to let the pack know what happened. i hope they believe me , and more importantly i hope Jennifer will believe me....

i gathered all the pack and explained what happened, they took it with no hesitation. they knew what that rat is capable of. they told me to go after Jennifer right there, and that's exactly what id did.

i run to her house. once i was at the front door i took a deep breath and thought about it... how am i going to do this? i decided to climb through her  window. she had her earphones off and what sitting on her bed , back towards me. so i sneaked behind her and hugged her tightly. she screamed lightly , shocked. "what are you doing here!?" she was so mad. but damn did she look cute. " baby please i know i did wrong, but please just hear me out. i just want to tell you the truth that all please?" she hesitated but nodded. i explained exactly what happened and how did i find this all i out. 

when i finished , her expression changed from mad to sad. i was confused." baby i know you might not believe me , but it is the truth. i didn't know what happened until a half an hour ago." she took a deep breath. " Jake i believe you." i smiled and was about the kiss her but she stopped me. " but... seeing her on top of you and all..even if you were on drugs it hurt.. i don't know if i want to come back to you. i cant get hurt like this again ... i think i should have my own life ...from where i left it, and you should have your own." i couldn't help the tears that came out. " baby i didn't mean to hurt you , please i love you , i don't want to be without you" by now , the tears were pouring down and so did hers. " Jake i don't want to be without you either but im scared. what if something like this happens again but without any drugs? " is she serious? " are you serious? i would never leave you, you are my life, and i don't want to spend it next to anyone else but you"  her expression changed again. "if i give you this chance ...you will have to give me time to get where we were, and take it slowly" i nodded immediately. i looked at her lips then her eyes , asking for permission to kill her. she looked deep into my eyes and gave a  slight nod. that all i needed. 

the sparks are even stronger then they were before, and i promise i will never drink a glass of water in the morning unless i get a fresh one of Jennifer. 

A/N- Thank you all so much for being patient with me.

You've been a great support , 

thank you

-Adriana