Alpha Jake xx

Chapter 23 :)

Jennifer's P.O.V 

i don't know what i was thinking by letting him back into my world. does he deserve it? does he know what i went through because of him? I told him that i want to stay this night here just to think all this through, which i think he understood.

so now i'm laying down on my bed looking up at at the ceiling , thinking is i did the right thing. i believe him what happened i do. it's just that this is my life and i need to figure out if i want to have it this way with him or have it another away without him. this might seem really mean after i told him ill give him a chance, but i cant pretend to be okay because it's not. i know such a drama queen. HA HA very funny. Maybe i should just try to live my own life at least for awhile just to see my options, just like he will get the chance to do the same. i think that will be the best. 

i got up and called Jake. I explained that we are not breaking up it's just a break for us to see life's without each other. of course he went nuts and was here in minutes. he went crazy saying ' you can't be serious? life without you there is none' , but then i got him to understand. i'm not leaving him for ever , it's just for a while. it's fine right? i don't want to be thinking what if's? it's best to be honest and try what you think is right for you and the other person too. 

i think i did good. i did tell him i anything is wrong ill call him and he can do the same, but it has to be an actual reason. so this should be good.

Life with Jake ...well.. for a while. 

A/N

i know this is so short but i wanted to get this done.

thank you all so much.

-Adriana