BROKEN.(Y/N) Michaelis x Kaname Kuran.

SIDE STORY: My love story pt 2

It was my Senior year in high school. I stopped staying up late and went to sleep around 10 to 12 at night. I still used my old apps I used to sure with Hyun but I texted my friends instead. I had gotten a job in the summer that was Monday through Thursday. It was fun but I still missed Hyun. I had gone with some friends of mine to get some art supplies and some things for my camera. When we got back I was with my guy friend waiting for our rides. "Hey. Hailey?" he asked me and I looked to his direction. "What is it?" I asked him.

I thought he was just going to ask me like what was I going to do this summer. It turned out that he was asking me out. I looked at him and looked down slightly. "... Max, I can't go out with you. I still love my ex." I said to him. He then smiled sadly and nodded. "I know. I guess that is one of the reasons I like you." he said and his ride got here. I looked away not knowing what else to do. He let out his feelings. He gave me his heart but I didn't know what to do with them. I don't want to be hurt by anyone ever again but I hurt him instead.

School started again but ever since Hyun left I started to lose weight. I became slightly obsessed with keeping my body in perfect shape. I guess that was my way of dealing with my sadness. When school started I had the option of studying a language while taking photography and art classes. I ended up getting Mandarin. I didn't want to forget how to speak it just because he was gone. So I worked hard. I got a part time job as a photographer with an event photographer. It was well paid and I did want I loved. But. I wasn't that satisfying as much like I thought it would. I focused on my career all through out the school year. On the days I wasn't studying or working I went out with my friends. I worked for two reasons. One: I wanted get money for my college tuition. Two: I want to go to Japan.

At first I thought about it and I wanted to China to go and look for Hyun but what if he already likes someone else? "You would make a good wife one day. But I want you to be successful." he had told me when we were still together. After winter break I got a second part time job. I needed to get into that college.

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I want to see her. I need to see her. Its had almost been a whole school year since I last talked to her. My father did not like the idea of me being with an outsider so he took my phone away and made me uninstall my apps. I knew that Yuko had or still has depression problems I just hope that she didn't do anything because of me leaving. I moved out and started to live in my school's dorms to get away from my parents. I knew my mother liked Hailey. She thought she was a nice young girl. I got a full time job and a part time. I needed to find her. I... Never felt like this about anyone. I know some of the places she told me where she volunteered. When school is over I will go to America and find her.

"Hey Hyun? Did you get that internship? The one for translator?" asked my friend. I nodded and walked to the dorms with him. "Yeah. For English and Mandarin." I then got to my dorm and changes to go to work. 'Hailey. Please... Wait for me.' I thought and closed the door to my dorm.

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After finally graduating I realized that the boy I had a crush on before had also liked me and he told me after the graduation. Once again I rejected him just like the other boy. I didn't know what to do with their feelings so I ended up rejecting their feeling. All my love was already for someone else even if he no longer loved me. At times, I would think. 'Did he find someone who was better than me?' I had gotten my things ready and was ready to go to San Francisco to meet up with everyone before we left. I went to my library I worked in. "Hey guys^^ I'll be leaving Thursday to go to Japan. I'll be back by July to volunteer for a bit till I go to Mexico. Anyone want me to bring back anything from Japan?" I asked happily. Some of my old co-workers did ask for somethings which caused me to smile.

After that I left to go to San Francisco, where I met up with my friends. We got to spent some time together before leaving to Japan. I loved the trip so far but I wanted to really see him for some reason. Now more than ever. "Hailey? You okay?" asked my friends. I looked over to her and nodded. After telling her I was fine we finally got on the plane to Japan.

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I had finally made it to America. My first place to look for her was in her old job at the library. I had a bouquet of roses that I bought before getting to the library. I walked in and gone to the front desk. "Hello. I'm looking for Hailey. Is she here?" I asked the woman at the desk. She looked at me surprised. "Are you... Hyun by any chance?" she asked me. I nodded and she looked at me displeased. "Why do you want to find Hailey for? Did you find someone else and want to rub it in her face?" she asked me. "N-No! I want to talk to her. I... I want to tell her what happened." I said. So she thought I left her for someone else. I can see why. "Ha! Sure kid. Anyways. She left. Far from you." she said to me and my heart sank. 'no... I... I just came here to see her and explain...' I thought.

Just then her boss came up to us. "Your looking for Hailey?" he asked me. I nodded and he then told me that she left for Japan and wouldn't be back till after July. I felt my heart tighten. I won't be able to see her. I then decided to wait till Hailey came back but I had to go back before college started again. As I got back my friend called me. I told him what happen and he said that I should move on.  I hung up and walked the bathroom. I cried. Guy don't cry but I am. Because I would never see my love anymore.

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I had fun in Japan but I was thinking about going to China. When I got back I went to the library. I gave out the gifts and I left to go to my part time job. I only had a few more weeks to go to Mexico. The weeks passed by fast. My boss wanted to tell me something but one of my co-workers kept asking him something else. I wondered what it was. Finally the day to go to Mexico came and I was on the bus to get there. No long after I fell asleep.

I was on the end of a street and Hyun was on the other. I could hear him yell something but when I tried to cross to go over cars started to drive passed me. I got scared since I was almost run over. "Hyun!!" I yelled out but he looked frantic. He wanted to cross the busy street and so did I. "Hyun... Why did you leave me?!" I yelled out looking down at first as I cried. "I gave you my heart! My trust! My love!... I need you." I yelled at him slightly angered but I broke into tear as I looked at him. He looked at me pained. He was trying to say something but I woke up. Tears ran down my face as I looked out the window. 'I should really just forget you.' I thought.

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I was at the dorms and was napping. It was morning but I had no classes and I used to text or call Hailey around this time. As I slept I dreamed that I was on the end of a street but I saw Hailey on the other side. I called out to her and kept yelling. Hailey then tried to cross the street but cars came out of no where. I wanted to run across worried but then I saw she was alright. I tried to looked for a way across but I then heard her yell at me. I looked at her pained. I hurt her this much? I felt my heart tighten. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" I yelled out to her but she disappeared. I woke but and I cried. I didn't want to hurt her. "I'm sorry Hailey... I'm sorry... Hehe. You used to apologize for everything and now I'm the one saying sorry." I said to myself.

Extra:

I was in class with my friend as we talked that there would be a student from America coming over for a year. 'I wonder what the student will be like.' I thought. "Hey maybe we can show the American around?" said my friend.