I'm so sorry
For the way I act
The way I twitch my fingers
The way I always say the wrong thing
I can never be interesting
Unless I'm really tired.
Or in a really good mood
Which is rare
I'm so sorry you have to deal with me
I wish I wasn't a burden
I wish I was somewhat normal
I wish I could make friends
I wish it all came easy
Like those groups you see in the hall
Laughing and making memories
While all you can do is sit in the back
And beat yourself up
Why can't I make friends like that.
Why can't I just walk up to people and say
"Hi I'm Ally what's your name?"
Boom friends.
I wish it was like sims.
I could just use a cheat to make people like me.
I could just have friends instantly
That would be awesome
But no.
I'm stuck an introvert in an extroverts world.
Damn.