Forgive Me (EXO Kris) Part 1

Forgive Me (EXO Kris) Chapter 3

Author'so POV

" Ne Krisssssss? Why are you calling me when we are both in the dorm together?", Suho answered his call, half awake..

"Suho!! _______ had consumed a whole bottle of painkillers to commit suicide!! Its all because of me!! I am on my way to the hospital.. Please meet me there.. I need all of you right now with me.. Pleaseeeeee.......", Kris ended the call in tears..

With that, Suho woke the others up.. Everyone was shock, Tao started to cry and they quickly changed.. Suho and Kyungsoo, both in different cars drove the rest to the hospital after they updated their manager of the incident.. Their manager told them to meet him there since Kris urgently needed them all more..

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Kris's POV

** At the hospital **

" DOCTOR!! I NEED A DOCTOR HERE RIGHT NOW!! HELP ME PLEASE!! " , i just couldn't wait anymore i screamed my lungs out the minute i stepped into the entrance..

A nurse quickly rush to my side to attend to ___________.. I was stopped from entering the operation theater, i just squat outside the room crying, waiting for the rest of the EXOs to arrive.. 30minutes have past and the docters still isn't out yet.. But the EXOs finally arrived..

" What happened to ________?? Why did she?? How is she now?? " , they all asked at once.. I couldn't answer them cause all i could do now is, cry my lungs out.. Sehun sat by my side and gave me a hug.. And then followed by the rest.. Just what i needed and they know when i needed it..

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An hour has past and the docter finally came out of the room.. " Mr Kris? She is looking for you.. We have tried our best but...........maybe you should go in now.. She said that she wanted to meet the EXOs for the last goodbye.. She is too weak right now.. Again, i'm sorry..", with that the docter walked off with a sigh..

With a heavy heart, i went in followed by the rest.. I walked towards her, looking at her state hurts me so much.. She still smiled though she looked pale and weak, still the beautiful her as the first time i saw her.. The guys stayed at a corner, trying their best to give her their smile that she ever said she loved to see..

" Ja-jagiii jagiya.....", she trys to speak though weak.. " Yes jagi?", i faked my smile though my eyes were tearing.. " I'm sor-ry.. I sh-ould-n't have met Min-minho..", she was trying so hard to speak and that made me cry.. " Hey-yyy gu-yys.. I missssed you all.. Ple-ase! Tak-e care of yo-urselves w-hen i'm gone.. Look af-ter my jag-iya too..",she told them.. " Don't worry.. We will.. You should fight this and get well again.. Then we can hang out at the park again..", Kyungsoo said quivering..

" I'm too ti-red Kyung-ie.. I will ta-ke car-e of you all f-rom anot-her worl-d.. Especiall-y my Wu f-fan.."

" Jagi, i'm sorry.. Please don't leave me.. I need you.. I still want you.. I love you jagi.. So much!! Please..", I couldn't hold it in any longer.. i just didn't want to lose her.. " I will al-alway-s be here..", she said pointing to my heart.. " Kris, yo-u are the on-ly guy i want, t-he only g-uy i love.. Ple-ase ta-ke car-e.. I am fin-all-y meet-ing my U-mma and Appa.. Be goo-d and lov-e the rig-ht pe-rson ok.. I will m-iss you.. Sar-angh-ae jagi................."

" Jagi? Jagi? JAGIYA!? ______ JAGIYA!!!!???", at that moment, i knew that i have lost her forever.. I couldn't stop myself from hugging her and kissing her face many times.. " Jagi wake upppppppp!! I want you to be my wife.. Please be my wife!! Wake up jagi!! No!! Don't go yet, pleaseeeeeeeee............."

The guys were crying too and Lay hold onto my shoulder saying, " Kris, let her go.. She is in a better place now with her umma and appa.. Let her go peacefully.. She will always be in your heart.."

I kept crying and stayed by her side.. Since she was an orphan the day she lost her parents in a car accident when she was 20years old, i was the one who settled her burial.. At her grave, i place a bouquet of white roses, her most favourited flowers.. The guys gave me sometime alone and said they will wait for me at the dorm, i was left alone to be with her..

" Jagi.. I will always love you no matter if you are with me or in heaven.. I shall wait for the day till we meet again.. I will see you often on my free times.. _______ jagiya, please cone and see me in my dreams too.. Everynight if you could.. Baby, forgive me.."

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; Alright readers .. This is the end of Kris Imagine .. I hope it was alright .. Do vote or comment ya .. Thank you for reading !! Saranghae <3 ~alma~