Pool boy (COMPLETE)

The dream

I get tears in my eyes when I read Shawn his name.

When John sees I've got tears running down my cheeks, he walks over to me and he goes to his knees.
"What is it Y/N?" he asks.
"It's him.."

They took my phone and I start to cry. All of the officers walk out of the room and started to run around. I bury my face in my mom's shirt an she holds me tight. She softly stroke my back and gives me a kiss on my head every now and then. I slowly drift away into a deep sleep.

There was a dream. A short one, about Shawn. I was in bed when Shawn came in screaming my name. I stood up and ran towards him. He kept screaming my name. "Shawn what's wrong? SHAWN?" He stopped screaming and pushed me with my back against the wall. He whispered in my ear: "You're for ever mine.." He kissed me so passionate. We walked down stairs and I was blown away. There were balloons everywhere, there was a snack table and a candy cotton machine. My favourite candy, he remembered. I felt like the luckiest girl alive. He hugged me from behind and said: "Happy birthday babe!" he kissed my cheek. At the same moment I see my mom and dad walking in with a cake in their hands. 18 candle's to blow out. Behind my parents I see my grandparents and Shawn his parents. I hug everyone and blow out the candles. Everyone clapped, I blow them out in 1 time. Shawn was gone..
He wasn't in the room anymore..

I wake up with a shock. And I see that my mother is talking to John. He looks sad and I start to freak out. They realised I woke up and they entered the room.
"What happened? Did you find him?" I asked hoping they said yes.
John: "We didn't.. what we did found was his phone and a note.."
Me: "What did it say?"
John: "We haven't read it yet."
Me: "WHY NOT? SHAWN IS MISSING AND YOU DON'T OPEN IT?" I start to lose my patience.
Mom: "Sweetie please calm down." Mom is my savvier, I take a deep breath.
John: "The note is for you Y/N.."