Pool boy (COMPLETE)

The night

I start to tell him everything about what happened that day.

"So 4 years ago my mom and I lived a view city's away. I was going home by myself that day. My best friend was ill so I had to.
I walked by the cars into the direction of my house.
When I was crossing the street a car is driving very slowly and stops a view meters ahead of me. A guy stepped out and walk at me.
He was asking about why I had to walk alone and stuff like that. I was the very naïve then so I told him some stuff about me. He offered me a ride and I accepted.

We went for a coffee and sat down at a little bistro.
When I headed to the toilet, I trusted him enough with my drink.
After I came back and finished my coffee we headed back to the car.
I was feeling a bit dizzy but I hadn't eaten really good that day so I thought maybe my coffee needs some time.
While we were driving I fell asleep.

I woke up in a room that was very filthy and small. There was only a mattress in it.
The door opened and I backed off.
I begged him to let me alone.
He tied my hands with tie rips and carried me out of the room.
We walked up a stairs and went into a big bedroom.
He forced himself onto me."

I start to cry. It hurts to think back to that night.
Shawn sitting with his back against the wall and pulls me on his lap. He softly strokes my hair when I cry. After a good 10 minutes I stopped crying. Shawn was still holding me and it felt really good.

I looked him in his eyes. And get loose out of his soft grip. It was a loving grip. I was sitting in front of him. I continue my story.
"When he was done, he went for a shower. I was too scared to move and rolled myself up in the corner of the bed.

After his shower he put me back in the car. He stepped in on the driver's side and untied my hands.
I hated his touch. I knew he changed my life forever. The worse thing was that I had no idea where I was.
I knew I was weak and would pass out every moment. He brought me to a dining on the highway.
He drove to a place only people come when they need to fill their tires. So not many people come there. He took his time laying me down there.
He threw my clothes over me and drove off.
I was found after 7 hours. I hadn't eaten, was way too cold and had a deep wound on my stomach. "

I slowly lift up my shirt to show the scar. Shawn his eyes went to complete darkness. It scared me. I slowly get up from the bed. And moved back. "Y/N... I won't hurt you, I swear!"