Pool boy (COMPLETE)

Yes or no?

Shawn walks back in the room and sits down next to me.
"Y/N..."
"Shawn, do you like me?" I interrupt him.
"I think I do.." Shawn goes with his hands through his hair.
"I don't know Shawn... you shouldn't!" I lay my hand on his knee.
"Why not Y/N!" Shawn puts his hands on mine.
"I can't be loved! I'll push you away!" I pull my hand back underneath his. "I'm too damaged. It all came back. That night he was in your house. It killed me that I had to leave. But I had too. I can't live there anymore. It brings back to much Shawn, and I don't expect that you stay here in London." I try to stand up and walk away.

"I'm sorry to break your heart Shawn." I close the door behind me and sit up against the wall. I start to cry.
I sit here for half an hour until Shawn walks out the room. I want to stand up and walk away but I can't stand up. Like my brain is working against me.

"Y/N.. I'm going to pick you up okay?" I give him a little nod. I feel weak. And his touch made me strong.
"I heard you crying... And when it stopped I thought you left so I walked and saw you." He whispered in my ear while picking me up bridal style.

He brings me back in the room and puts me down on the couch.
"I'm just scared I think... I'll get hurt. Not by you then by your fans. They are all claiming to be your girls and I don't want to fight them Shawn. But I won't ignore them either."
"You don't know that."
"I do Shawn, I was a fan girl too you know." I feel the tears coming back.
"Don't cry, we always cry when we are together you know..."
I laugh. "We actually do!" I wipe my eyes and look at Shawn.

He looks from my eyes to my lips and start to lean in. he is asking for permission and I close my eyes. I feel his breath on my lips.
A small kiss on my lips. He pulls back and looks at me. I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him tight.

A knock on the door.
"Shawn we have to go man!" Andrew stands by the door and looks at his watch.
"I'll be out in a minute." He looks up and Andrew close the door.
"Can I have your phone?" I hand him my phone and he puts his number in it. "I'm in London for the rest of the week we should hang out. No writing, no nothing just you and me?"
"It's a date Mendes!" I look at him and give him a small kiss.

When I got back home from the trip I felt amazing. I haven't only saw him but also kissed him. I felt scared for heartache but confident about how we would stand out.
I unpacked my suitcase and cleaned some stuff.
I got a text from Shawn.

Shawn: Hey beauty how do you feel about joining me to the GNS?
Me: Hii! When is the show?
Shawn: Tomorrow night. Are you in?
Me: Sure! Why not hahah
Shawn: I'll pick you up at 4 pm, we can go out for dinner first
Me: Not to fancy I hope?
Shawn: Wait and see! X

I put my phone away and tell everything to my mom. She is happy for me and we put an outfit together that was cute, innocent, a bit sexy but also classy. I choose a form fitting flower dress. It fitted me perfect. I hang it on my door and prepared for bed.

I wake up and I see its 11 am. I take a long hot bath and return to my room. I put my hair up, put on my dress and get my heels on. I go for a natural make up look with bright red lips. I looked good. I see its almost 4 pm so I go downstairs. I look outside and there stands a big black Jeep. I quickly go outside.

Shawn steps out and his jaw drops. "Wow... Y/N you look breath taking..."
I blush and look at Shawn from top to toe. He was wearing a deep black suit with a blue blouse. His dark eyes looked darker but there was a twinkle in his eyes.
"Shawn close your mouth." I say it whit red cheeks.
He closes his mouth and clears his trout.
"You look beautiful Y/N." he gives me a hug.
"You don't look bad either." After I say it I give him a kiss on his cheek. My lipstick leaves a mark and I wipe it away with my finger.
"Thanks for that." Shawn says while opening the door for me. I step in and Shawn kisses my forehead.

We drove to what seems like a expensive restaurant.
"Shawn what is this place? It looks so beautiful!" I say when he helps me step out.
"You bring a beautiful girl to a beautiful place! This is the restaurant of Gordon Ramsey. Good for us he had one table available for tonight. So here we are."
We walk inside and are going to a table that views over the water of the Theems.
We get a menu and order the surprise menu. Shawn and I talk and having a great time together. The food was amazing and way beyond that.

After diner we drove to the studio for the Graham Norton Show. We go inside and go to Shawn his green room. he gets some makeup on his face for the lightning and he needs to put on a different blouse. He changes in his new clothes and walks back in the room.

My jaw drops. He looked amazing.
"Y/N close your mouth." He says with a cheesy smile.
"Sorry couldn't stop looking at a handsome person." I stand up and go to the drink table. I drink some water and then Shawn takes the bottle out of my hand and kisses me quick. He walks away to go back stage and I go to the audience. I feel exited and sit down next to some Shawn fans.

The show begins and Graham introduce the quests. Shawn walks in as last. Graham first interview the other guests and then turns to Shawn. He asked the question everybody always asks.

Graham: Shawn you know my next question. Do you have a girlfriend?
Shawn: Well there is one person that I really like. But I don't know how she feels about this.
Graham: Tell us!
Shawn: We met a few years ago she was on a holiday in Canada. We had a lot of fun together but then she went home again and we lost contact.
Graham: Oh that's pretty sad. Where does she live?
Shawn: In a nearby town not fair from here.
Graham: Is she watching this?
Shawn: Yeah she right there on the first row!

Shawn points at me.
"Well bring her up here!" Graham laughs like he already knew this.
I walk up the stage and to the famous red couch. I shake my hand with Graham and say my name. Shawn stands up and gets nervous.
"Shawn I think you had a question for her." Graham says with a devilish smile.
"Y/N, from the moment I've met you I knew you we're special. I missed out on 3 big years but would love to be there for so many more! I'm asking if you want to be my girlfriend?"
"Shawn, yes!" he looked so adorable when I said it. He give me a hug and kisses me softly.

My pov:

It's official. I am Shawn Mendes his girlfriend. I don't know what happens next. But what I do know is that I'll be safe, and will have the most amazing boy by my side!

So this is the end of this story. I hope you all enjoyed it! And I'll hopefully see you at my new story!
Xx Shprmendes