I just have to

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It all started when the red waterfalls splashed itself into the picture.

Insecurities-the self doubt, selflessness, and all of these kind of things started to wrap me whole and mold me into a...

Depressed teenager.

A mad teenager.

A person with a big personal bubble.

A human with a trying-to-be-open-minded mind.

A confused living thing.

With all of these " developments" and " rash emotions", I just have to pretend, pretend, and pretend-to pretend that I'm completely contented with life, to pretend that I have a very positive thinking, and lots more on my " script."

But why?

Why can't anybody see through all of my best acting stunts at all?

Why have humans become so dumb and blind?

Why did I have to pretend all this time?

I don't know, I just...have to.

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