If you're wondering if I'm writing about you,I am.

Your Words.

The pain in my chest that only you can create. 

Your words, your sweet sweet words, 

You use them to lift people up.

But you're such a shitty person, and when you use your words wrongly,

It creates a pain that is unbearable for me.

I cannot simply go on like this.

I'm afraid I'd go insane if it got prolonged.

Yet, I cannot simply live without you.

You've not only imprinted into my soul and heart, but in my mind too.

It will not allow me to carry on this way.

But still won't allow me to just let you be.

I am forever going to be impacted by you and your words.

Forever.. 

For always.