If you're wondering if I'm writing about you,I am.

15 December 2017

I said you changed after the 15th of December.
That date just flew into my head but truth is.. on the 15th of December was the last time we ever made love.
Even if it was virtually, it was always the connection we had that counted.
I know this because i accidentally stumbled upon it.
You know.. were we actually happy.
I know i was.
Guess i cant speak for you.
We joked in a manner that was playful.
You'd say your nail snapped, and I'd act as if it were so tragic, but.. thats how we are. Were.
Playful, kinky, loving, and always caring.
Always joking around but also knew when to be serious.
You said on the 15th of December, fighting with me, turns you on.
Mhmm.. i laugh at that because.. we've lost our touch with that one.
While making love with me, virtually, i said "i love you.."
You replied saying, "i love you too....so much.."
What I'd do.. to feel that love again from you.. to have that night back.
It was passion that we had. Even when we fought hard.
We made up for it.
You should re-read our old chats.
The good and the funny ones.
The kinky but always playful ones.
You should remember the good and not the bad because love isn't always sunshine and rainbows.
There's always going to be a little storm.
We had a little storm which turned into a hurricane.
But it didnt have to be the end of the world.
There can still be happiness. Our sunshine and rainbows.

I miss you and i miss what we were and what we had.
Not because this is still new, but because i cant accept the fact that its just over.
How can it just be over so fast.
39 days ago, we made love for the last time.
39 days ago, we had that passion that i knew could never die because with us.. it was always exciting.

If i had known it would be the last, i would've made sure it kept you wanting more..