How can hearts become uneasy?

The day we met .....

About a week later I kinda forgot about this guy and minded my own business . I made it to my sixth hour that day (which is usually music) relieved that school would be over and I could just hang after school and take a nap when I get home . Well to my surprise I saw a very familiar person . This person had black/brown hair , a black jacket on , some dark jeans, and a Mcr shirt. But I ignored all that and went to his eyes......o mai they were the prettiest and most shocking shade of blue you had ever seen, no joke they stood out like a sore thumb! I admired him from afar and wondered where I had seen him. I'm really slow and stupid at realizing stuff so I intensely stared (I'm an idiot ) and then FiNalLy I realized it was the guy from study hall........crap this guy is now in my class. I gathered up as much courage as I could to go up and talk to him. "Ok so this is it " ,I told myself . I walked over and immediately he noticed me and said, " Hi I'm Lochlann Sebastian nice to meet you." Ok so here's where I freak☹️ His hand is out to shake mine and I was like ," Hi I'm Juniper Rose and you have very very very pretty eyes !" (Sh*t) I literally made a fool of myself in front of this guy IM AN IDIOT !!!
His reply though shocked me in a way,"Awww thank you ! You're so cute !" I was like TF just happened . I stood there in silence confused about my life and this guy and questioning if this was real I didn't think so until he tapped me on the shoulder and said, " U ok?" WHY DOES EVERYONE SAY THAT WHEN IM IN CLOUD CITY I MEAN DON'T YOU DAY DREAM TOO?????!!! (Sorry I got triggered 😅)  I finally replied saying ," ya I'm fine I should go now to the stage for concert practice ." (Maybe I can get away from you and not wanna kms from embarrassment ) With my luck my response hit him a little differently :" O we can go together since we are both going to the same place " Me: "uhhhhhhhhh ok thanks .......(ig). We headed to the stage and our teacher told us to get in our seats . ( If you are wondering what type of music I'm in I'm in Band I play in the low section Baritone Sax is the instrument I play) I get in my seat and we start to get instructed to pull out music and warm up a bit. Now I find out that this guy.......I mean Lochlann sits behind me because he's percussion . He leans over me really close and says, " So how's it going?" At this point I'm dead . I'm like," ok how bout you?" He says , "Happy to be here and have a person I can talk to." I don't reply because he backs away and then starts warming up . All I can think of is crap that was close and from then on I actually started crushing on him. That night I got home and thought about him and how this is really too good to be true ........ I mean the guy of my dream is literally in my class and I now were friends . But I feel like something is off I'm not sure . I then go to bed realizing that I was just a little shaken from the events of today so I then ended falling asleep in thoughts of him and how he's now really a part of my life .
School the next day was too perfect and I didn't understand how........

End of chapter 2