Waking up with a new, but familiar smell next to me I snuggled closer. Contemplating whether I should open my eyes or not, because the light sometimes hurts, and I'm pretty sure that its O.
Smiling, because I just knew it was him. I mean I was married to him for a few years, so I know what his body feels like.
"Move your arm." I whined, feeling it tightening around my waist.
"Chill out yo." He groaned pulling me on top of him.
"O stop." I said sitting up, so we were now in a straddling position.
"I just fell asleep, and I haven't slept all night. I haven't slept peacefully in months, and you should know why." He said.
Looking down at him, I could see how exhausted he looked. Bags were under his dark eyes, and he looked skinnier.
"Your the one that cheated." I said shrugging.
"Alexa I know I'm on my third strike, okay? Your the only woman I wanna be with, and I'm never gonna stop telling you that. Your the mother of my children, your my everything. Just please give me another chance, please?" He begged with tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I don't know if I can give you that." I said shaking my head.
"Why can't you just move on?" I asked.
"Because I only want you." He said looking me deep in my eyes, making me feel every emotion, and every piece of truth which was spilling from his lips.
"How do you know I still love you?" I asked.
"Because if you didn't love me, then you woulda moved to Washington with Marques. You wouldn't have let me kiss your cheek the other day. You wouldn't have smiled before you opened your eyes, once you noticed it was me next to you. You wouldn't wear my shirts, you wouldn't have kept my pillow on my side of the bed, you wouldn't have kept my old LSU jersey hanging on the walls, you wouldn't have left my toothbrush in the bathroom, and you wouldn't be crying." He said wiping my tears.
"Ughhh. I freaking hate you, and his name is Markieff." I chuckled, as I noticed that I did have his shirt on.
"I'm so sorry for everything that I've put you through Lexi. Please don't give up on me." He said holding my hands.
Hugging me, I reluctantly hugged him back. Praying silently that me giving him another chance wouldn't result in another chaotic failure, I smiled to myself.
"Don't expect me to just drop all my hoe's for you though. Your not my main, you gotta earn that title again." I said, pointing at him.
"Alright. I guess I'm okay with that." He said rolling his eyes.
"You better be." I said pushing his face as I got up out of the bed.
"Melo is on his way." I said looking back at him.
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