Alexa's POV
As I sat in the cold doctors office, the words slowly slipped from her lips. "I'm sorry Mrs.Beckham, but you lost the baby. With the amount of stress you were going through, I'm not surprised. Again I'm sorry for your loss." She said.
Sitting back, I felt a hand grab mine. "I'm so sorry Lexi." He said.
"It's all your fault O. I just wish I never took you back after the first time, because now it hurts even worse." I said wiping my teary face.
I'm stronger than I was a year or two ago, so no suicide attempts. Just keeping myself lifted up, and making sure my kids are good.
"I know. I didn't think you would be this mad, if I told you later in life." He said making me shake my head.
"You're so fucking stupid, and its actually funny. So you thought, that if you waited to say you cheated on me that I wouldn't feel as bad because you did it a long time ago?!" I asked smacking the taste out of his mouth.
"Get the fuck outta my face! My baby is gone, and you fucking cheated on me with some hoe! I can't express to you how done I am." I said shrugging.
"You know what? I'm just gonna stop stressing, because this is all in the past. My baby, you cheating, us, just everything and I'm fine with that. I'm just gonna move on with my life happily." I said.
My mom entered the room, so I smiled lightly. "I'm so sorry sweetie." She said kissing my forehead.
"I'm okay. Mentally, and physically." I said.
"That's good. What happened?" She asked.
"Um I found out O cheated, and I kinda blew up. Were getting a divorce as soon as I'm outta the hospital, because I'm so damn tired of getting hurt by him. I love him more than anything, but I always put myself first." I said wiping my tear..
8 Months Later
"Mommy!" Kal yelled running through our new house.
"Yes KaliLily?" I asked kissing his forehead.
"Can I go over daddies house?" He asked.
"Um I don't know. Daddy is outta town right now, so you gotta wait until he gets back." I said.
Looking at the time, "He should be here in a few hours okay?" I asked.
"Okay. Can I have fruit snacks?" He asked.
"Mhm. Share with Bri." I said already knowing she would be whining for some.
Hearing a knock at the door, I went to ovep the door seeing Markie. "Hey baby." He said hugging me.
"Hi, what are you doing in town?" I asked.
"Basketball season is over now, so why not come spend it with my boo." He said making me smile.
"I'm your boo huh?" I asked, wrapping my arms around his neck.
Moving his lips closer to mine, he make me a kiss. This is the first time in over eight months that I've been touched.
"Kissingggg!" Bri yelled pointing at me and Markieff.
"You not my daddy!" She said mugging him.
"Hi Bri." He said chuckling, because he's used to her being mean to him.
"Hi M&M." She said waving.
Over there last few months, Bri has matured a lot. "You gon be nice to me today?" He asked.
Putting on a thinking face, "Yes. I be nice this time." She said giving him a hug.
"I got you something." He said, handing her a bag.
