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Alexa's POV

Waking up with a splitting headache, "Here." I heard a voice say, which made it worse.

"Hushhh." I whined holding my head.

"Take the damn medicine." He said making me open my eyes.

Looking up at him as I noticed my prescription pill was also in his hand, "Yea you told me a lot last night." He said.

"I'm sorry. I should've told you sooner, but I was scared." I said taking the medicine.

"Alexa cmon bruh. We got kids together, and you just now tell me your slowly dying. That's not fair!" He said.

"You were the one that kept a secret from me first." I said pointing at him.

"I know, but your fucking dying! Cheating, and dying are two different things Alexa." He said shaking his head.

"Okay. I said I'm sorry!" I said sighing.

"How long have you known?" He asked, making me sad.

"Since college, but it wasn't that bad. Coronary Artery Disease, and its progressing slowly and the doctors can't stop it." I said.

"Man fuck that! You don't think that was something important to bring up on a first date?!" He asked getting angry with me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't wanna scare you away." I said putting my head in my hands.

"You just lucky I love your ass, cause that's bullshit. How long you got?" He asked referring to until I'm projected to die.

"Possibly a year, but that's not guaranteed." I said.

"A year Alexa?! Our kids will lose their mom in a year?" He asked blinking back tears.

"I don't know, its not a definite number. As long as I take my medicine, I should be good." I said feeling worse.

"Can you please stop yelling. My head is still hurting like hell, and I feel like I have to throw up." I said.

"I'm sorry. I just feel like I should've known all this." He said calming down.

"Please hold me." I said sniffling.

Getting in the bed, he held me for the first time in forever. Cuddling against him, "I love you O." I said suddenly.

"I love you too Alexa." He said as watched the TV.

"Markieff had got some good dick though." I teased.

"Oh my goodness be quiet." He whined covering his ears.

"I might go over his house later." I said thinking.

"It don't even matter, when I smash Keef and whoever else is outta the picture. Best believe that." He said.

"So you don't care if I go ride his dick into the sunset? Me moaning his name? That doesn't bother you?" I egged on.

"Alex-" I cut him off.

"Me letting him have his way with what used to be yours. Me doing that trick I practiced on you.. Every sexual fantasy I shared with you, is now him. All ni-" he cut me off.

"Stop! Yes it bothers me, now shut up about it." He said getting up.

"O I was joking. Why you so butt hurt, you the one that cheated." I said watching him shake his head.

"Alexa shut the fuck up! I know what I did! You always do that, and I'm so close to knocking you out bruh! I don't hit women, but throw that shit in my face one more time and I will. One hunnid!" He said getting in my face.

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