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NAMJOON ;
as the another kim seokjin's tall figure disappeared into the lift , i felt tears flow down my cheeks , i felt better after letting it all out. i couldn't focus on work afterwards , leaving the rest of my shift to hoseok.
i only lived a block away , which wasn't so bad. but sometimes , when i feel like it , i would borrow a vacant hotel room to rest for the night , like today.
something made me stay here , but i didn't know what. it was probably that painful feeling that never seemed to fade away , the 'i miss kim seokjin' feeling. it had been 17 years and yet i still couldn't let go of him. he meant everything to me.
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" good morning mr kim seokjin ! " i greeted him loudly as he walked towards the glass doors.
" uh thanks. " he turned around and smiled back. i loved his smile.
if only he was seokjin, the one i met when i was just 6.
" by the way , there's a new coffee flavour at the cafe right across the street , you should try it ! " i shouted that to everyone that left the door this morning.
" oh must be lucky that i got a job there. " he chuckled as he neared the counter.
" congrats on your new job ! have fun ! don't be late ! " i shouted as he left the building.
i was so lucky to meet him. he was just like seokjin , only he wasn't.
