superficial love, pjm

one

"baek ayeon, will you be my girlfriend?" jimin smiled at the girl before her. she nodded excitedly

"yes!" ayeon hugged him tightly, as jimin hugged her back softly. ayeon was happy that her first real crush actually likes her

she thought everything was perfect
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why cant I stop loving you? though you dont actually love me, and you always hurt me

ayeon rolled on her bed, frustuated. "ayeonnie! dinners ready!" her mother shouted. "okay.." she said softly

she stood up, walking downstairs. seeing her brother, her dad, and her mother preparing the table

"do you need help eomma?" she offered "no ayeon-ah, just sit down" her mother smiled softly. ayeon nodded then sat down beside her brother
timeskip,

ayeon lazily walked to school, she saw jimin wrapping his arm around that girl. she sighed

theres nothing I can do she wiped her tears harshly then walked faster. "why so fast?" a familiar voice said, making her jump

seeing her longtime bestfriends, aerum and hoseok. "oh, hi guys" she smiled weakly. hoseok wrapped his arm around ayeon gently

"is it him again?" aerum asked, concerned. tears formed in the corner of her eyes. she nodded slowly.

"ayeon-ah, you know we hate seeing you like this. you've been dating him for 5 months now, but he barely texts you" hoseok comforted her

"I just love him so much, I cant bare to let him go" she looked down. "ayeon-ah, that punk doesn't deserve you. you deserve so much better" aerum said with a worried look

"we havent seen our giggly ayeon for years! we miss her!" hosoek whined, then started to tickle ayeon

"what the- hoseok sto-" she bursted into laughter as aerum tickled her too
"o-okay okay! I'll stop!" she giggled as they both let her go

"hey! thats my girl!" someone said, the three turned around reaviling jimin. hoseok scoffed walkinh back with aerum

probably cause she left you hoseok mumbled, but aerum heard it, shooking his head slowly, hoseok sighed

ayeon smiled weakly at jimin, as he wrapped his arm around he shoulder.
I can smell her scent she sighed

"bye guys" ayeon waved weakly as he walked away with jimin. hoseok and aerum sighed in defeat, began walking to school as well

"whats wrong, baby?" jimin asked, ayeon looked up and let out a fake reassuring smile "I'm okay"

not

I hate u but I cant let you go.

jimin smiled showing his eye smile then continued to walk to school.
at class

"ayeonnnnieeee~" aerum said happily.  "why are u so happy?" she chuckled lightly. "me and seokjin-oppa are finally dating!" she jumped

"oh, congratulations" she let out her best smile. but it was still weak, because she couldnt erase the pain

aerum hugged her from behind lightly "I hate to see you like this. I wish I could rip that jerks head of if you didnt love him" she pouted

ayeon patted her bestfriends head "its okay. u know I'm strong, right?" she reassured with her best smile again

no I'm not. the pain is slowly eating me. I cant believe I can love someone so much. it hurts that they love someone else

"okay.." aerum let go of her, going to her seat. ayeon smiled, then continued scribbling until the bell rang
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boring chap, :) hope u liked it though. kay anyoong!
-author