superficial love, pjm

four, -

this superficial love thing, got me going crazy. baby if you want me, then you better need me. cause I'm so done, not being your number one

ayeon got ready as usual, but she used a jacket cause she wasnt feeling well. she locked the house and walked to school as usual

and as usual, she see's her 'boyfriend' being all loving with someone else. she walks faster, tears forming but she holds them

"ayeon unnie~" ayeon turned, and gasped "jae eun?" she smiled "I'm transferring to your school unnie!"

"thats great" she hummed. "unnie, I hate seeing you like this. how long has this happened?"

"5 months" she sighed "that long?"
ayeon only nodded. "wheres the punk?" the younger scoffed

"behind you, with the red jacket" ayeon sniffed, tears began to fall. "unnie! dont cry.." jae eun hugged her

"hiii— what is going on? why is my bestfriend crying? who is this? whats happeni—" hoseok asked all the sudden looking around, and got cut off

"she's just triggered cause of the punk who has hurted her, I'm jae eun, ayeon unnie's childhood bestfriend"

"oooh" hoseok and aerum said in an unison. "I'm hoseok" he smiled "I'm aerum" she waved

"nice to meet you, hoseok oppa, aerum unnie. I'm guessing you guys are the same grade as ayeon unnie so I'm 2 years younger" she said as she comforted her bestfriend

I cant take it, I have to do something
"I-I'm gonna go alone.. you guys catch up, a-anyoong"

she ran off, leaving the other three confused. she arrived to school then ran to the bathroom

washed her face, sighing repeatedly.
ayeon ran out, to her locker, placing her books then slamming it closed

she was feeling frustrated, not caring about how much people were staring at her. the bell rang and everyone rushed to class, except ayeon

she saw jimin who was walking out of the bathroom, and grabbed his wrist
"oh hey babe-"

he got cut off with a slap. leaving him shocked, eyes widened at the furious yet sad girl.
tears began streaming down her face

"I-I cant do this anymore. I love you too much though I know you dont. I held it for to long just because I love you. how could you? 
I already fucking knew this was superficial love for 5 fucking months. yer I held it. I played it off
I pretend to be fine though I am bad at hiding my feelings. I heard you damn conversation. you only like me for my looks while I love you with
all my heart. now I cant t-take it anymore. I'm leaving you for
good. whats the point of
being in a relationship with someone
who doesnt actually love you?
I hope you have a great
life with your precious soomi"

tears flowed even more, as she let go of him, leaving him shocked
"a-ayeon"
"you dont need to explain. I see you all lovey dovey with her everyday, goodbye forever. just know
that all this time I actually
loved you. goodbye forever
park jimin"

she glared at him them ran off
a crying mess.
she couldnt stand leaving
her love of her life
but it was for her own good.

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its the end here.. kidding hehe. okay I'm sorry this chapter's depressing. okay see u