bu·li·mi·a
(bo̅o̅-lē′mē-ə, -lĭm′ē-ə, byo̅o̅-)
n.
1. An eating disorder, common especially among young women of normal or nearly normal weight, that is characterized by episodic binge eating and followed by feelings of guilt, depression, and self-condemnation. It is often associated with measures taken to prevent weight gain, such as self-induced vomiting, the use of laxatives, dieting, or fasting. Also called bulimarexia, bulimia nervosa.
"thanks mom, dinner was so great"
your disgusting.
your fat.
your unwanted.
"okay I'm going to go wash my hands"
*in her bathroom-locks door*
"ew I have ketchup on my face! Should I brush my teeth to get rid of the food in my mouth?"
just do it!
you won't die!
you'll be skinnier!
fucking do it bitch!
*she gets on her knees, leaning over her toilet. takes the toothbrush and forces it... Giving the 'I'm about to throw up' feeling. Knowing that it's working she keeps going until she stops- second questioning herself. She now, pushing away those thoughts, gets the courage to do it again.. Only this time it works.. She feels lighter? She feel better. Like at least she's doing something other then just saying "okay whatever i won't do it next time". So she felt-for a split second- better about herself.*
your pathetic
*and back to normal*
