62: messed up

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Its the reason why I can't sleep
Why my hands are shaking .
Why I can't eat
I messed up.
Messed up bad this time and it ruined my life
Can't figure out how to face it

Maybe I'll be OK by tomorrow.. Maybe

But no I won't I'll keep thinking of it
I could run but for how long?
I could end my life but what difference would it make?
I could gave it head on but am not strong enough..
I need someone to come help me fight these thoughts and solve this problems.

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