I fear that I'd go back to my old self,
The me that didn't know how to love
Didn't care about emotions
Didn't want anything but herself
Don't care what people thinks
Now I'm a totally different person
So caution of what he thinks,
Wanting to look good for him
Always do what he wants ( but I mess up most times)
I mess up because of fear... The fear of losing you
Even if you've said it a thousand times " We can't be together " I just like to keep holding on to hope
The same hope that's gonna break me into a million pieces...
My fear is me
