I try so hard for the voices in my head to not be the only company I have
I try to think of you so I don't hear them
I try to create conversations with you so they don't talk to me
But you, you make it hard you make me feel like I waste my time.
You make me say to myself "why do you even try"
But I keep trying
Now am left with the voices in my head as my only company as the only
Well at least they are the one constant reminder that I am still breathing.
Someone once said to me ' don't you think it's insane to make your world revolve around one person?' I still don't have any answer to that question
