Past Chapter 1 *Manny's POV*
"Dad please stop"
"Dad why are you doing this to me?"
"Please stop" I constantly pleaded but he wouldn't stop. He wasnt goig to stop until he was satisfied.
"Honey, stay still for daddy" he slurred into my ear. I could smell the liquor on his breathe.
Hes drunk.
No, this is much worse. This is much worse. He does even more unspeakable things when hes drunk.
"Alright, lets get started" he says as he unbuckles his belt.
"Dad! No, please stop!"
"Dad!"
I wake up panting and sweating. It was just another dream. Its okay, you are okay i tell myself.
If i want to even make it to school I need to sleep, but if I sleep he will return and this time he will be satisfied.
I check my alarm clock and its only 4 am so i decide to just stay up until school starts.
Im not the best at making good use of my time. I usually end up getting really sad or angry because i think about things to hard. It usually results in me taking my anger out on my drum set. That poor thing is about to fall apart i swear.
Though I can prevent those things from happening by playing music. Cheesy i know, but its true. Thats the only thing that can ever make my mood change.
So i decide to stick my earbuds in and dream away.
*Rivers POV*
"Dude! That was sick! Do it again!" Matt yelled across the room as I finished the front tuck I did.
"Matt, please man, that was nothing!"
I hate this. I really do. This whole party, get drunk, have sex, repeat cycle i have created for myself. It was fun at first, the parties were sick, the girls were hot, and they all revolved around me. But once everyone started expecting me there every single party to make it a "real party" as they would say, i started to feel like a piece to their fucked up game. So i decide that this was my last party.
As soon i started to walk away and towards the door so did everyone else. See what i mean.
By the time i got home my mom wasnt home yet from all the jobs she does during the day. She basically works her ass off to save this family and all i have done is party, come home and expect her to take care of me. What a fuck up i am.
I went to go check my baby sisters room to see if she was asleep. When i walked in she had her headphones on and had her back facing me. I walked towards her and right when i was about to catch her attention she turned around and just stared at me.
"What?" She kept staring.
"What are you looking at?"
"You are so late River." She said with absolute disgust.
I sighed knowing she was right.
"You know how many jobs mom went to today? Eight, river. Eight. And where were you that whole time? Oh thats right you were partying and getting wasted while fucking random strangers. Is that correct? I think so."
For being 14 she knew how to get her point across. Let me tell you she did. She is the only one who can knock sense into me.
"Rachel, i know i am late, and I'm aware how many jobs she works. Look i know I've messed up. Hell I've messed up so badly these past few years, but i promise i am changing. Changing for the better. I promise."
She looks me straight in the eyes as if she is looking for something. Just when i think she is going to call bull she wraps her tiny arms around my neck and stays there.
"River, you have changed. I love you" She said into my neck as tears soaked into my shirt.
"I love you more rach" I hugged her tighter. God i hope she really does believe I'm changing.
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woowwww this is so short but yea INTRROOOO !
i dont know how im going to promote this story but eh whateverr
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