The first semester are nearby end yet I'm still a stalker. Saklap ng buhay ko. ilang araw, buwan ang nagdaan gustuhin ko man magconfess sa kanya pero ito I still looking him at far. I sight a deep breathtaking.
"pang-sampu mo na yan ahh. nakakahawa na.
I look marj with sad eye.
"ohhh! anak ng tokwa. magpaawa daw ba?
"ehhh kas-.I cut my dialogue, because we see that our class president seen to announce something. All of us quiet and patience waiting.
"goodmorning classmate.! He great us gladly. before we end this semester our dean decide to have an cheering competition.
All my fellow classmate shout as declare there happiness.
"calm down. di pa ako tapos. can I proceed. Everybody silent and hear what our president says.
"as I says. we have an cheering competition. and first year are choose to join, and our section are choose to represent our course.
we start immediately practicing and everybody are required to join.
Everybody are look excited some are planning what are the music we do,the clothes that we wear. and the choreography.
DAY ONE
all girls are require to wear short or jogging pants. because I'm so conservative I wear jogging pants with a simple t-shirt in top. because my hair is so short I decide to put some clip to make it neat look.
when I reach the venue. I see my classmate bussing practice the choreography and I see also the guy slash gay who teach us the dance step.
a clap get my attention
"guys listen. I'mDave your instructor for this day. I'm also member of a cheering squad in mostportages university. and I think you choose a perfect man to teach.
medyo mayabang din pala to. I murmur in myself.
"all small girl line up. he said.
because I am short girl . Not too short. 5flat lang naman height ko noh...
when we all fall in line, he pick some girl and put them in left side and others in right side. And I belong in left side.
"the girls in right side are the frontier while the left are the flyers.
flyers.
flyers.
flyers.
flyers.
the words repeat and repeat in my mind. I am a kind of people afraid in passing overpass, and now I choose to become flyers. yes I have an phobia in high place. mas pinipili ko tumawid sa delikado lugar kesa umakyat sa mataas na overpass.
"okay flyers come over, lets practice the routine.
my heart start beat more faster. habang palapit na ng palapit ang pagsalang ko. I feel my palm start wetting.
"Iha, iha.
"ahhhy-yes?. pauta ko sabi.
I slowly turn and see that all waiting for me to do the routine. I slowly walk to the two guy who lift me. Still my heart beat more more fast than before. I step in they hands , I close my eyes I feel that hands in my feet the force they excel.
Suddenly I feel the silent make the surrounding peaceful. I decide to open my eyes to see what happen. they all staring me.
"good job. Anna, kaya mo naman pala ehh.
Marj and Wendel smile and some are clapping. Hindi ako makapaniwala na nagawa ko.. nakita ko kung gano kataas yung kinatutungtungan ko. Suddenly my legs are shaking and Before I know I lost my balance lucky me that the two guys and Dave catch me quick.
"Anna are you alright? Marj ask.
"what happen?. Wendel ask.
"relax guys. okay naman na ako. I say with a smile in my lips.
I'm so luck that many people cares me a lot.
"everybody give me a way. Dave say. Everybody follow Dave says.
He go near me. "humiga ka. he said I follow what he say humiga ako ng dahan sa lapag.
"then relax your body. he said. I relax my body like he say.
"now straight. siguraduhen mo matigas ang katawan mo. he said calm.
first I confuse but later on I follow him. I watch while he walk under my feet and hinatak niya pataas ang dalawa paa ko, I scream sa sobra gulat ko.
"relax Anna. now he repeat what he do before. he said. everybody look and wait what Dave do. if before I can't do it ,now I do perfectly. Dave make my both legs relax so if I lift again my legs no longer shaking.
Dave make the flyer take a break , while he teach the dancer the choreographer. I seat in bench to drink and to take a rest for awhile. I see group of my classmate choose to dance and Renz is also there. I look him careful like I don't not miss anything scene. He is a good dancer, if you watch him you see that he have an passion to dance and the same time he enjoy it.
"very good guys. you do a good job. we all do for this day is take an rest . see yah tomorrow. Dave say.
sa sobra busy ko , di ko na namalayan any oras. I'm so excited for tomorrow.
BINABASA MO ANG
Days of Regret (DOR)
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