I'm Just Done.

Whatever

I don't understand how when you're cutting you feel good but afterwards you just feel guilty. Like you've betrayed yourself because you said you were going to quit, but you didn't? And when you're cutting it feels painless but when you get a scratch or cut or anything it hurts so bad... I don't understand. I could have the biggest urge to cut more than usual, then my parents could call me from my room and after talking to them and spending time with them I no longer feel the need to. They make me feel so much better than I really am. The saying that you need to surround yourself with people who make you happy is true. There's no need in constantly getting hurt by people who don't care about you.