Worthless

Ok

~Hinatas POV~

I woke up and almost forgot about my arms until I rolled on to my right one and pain shot all the way up. I winced and remembered that I had to hide those until they healed. I changed into a sweater and jeans for school and went through my normal routine. I headed out the door after saying bye to my mom and rode off to where me and Kageyama normally meet. He wasn't there yet so I put my earbuds in and started singing.

I closed my eyes and sang with the music.

Mayday! Mayday!
The ship is slowly sinking
They think I'm crazy but they don't know the feeling
They're all around me,
Circling like vultures
They wanna break me and wash away my colors
Wash away my colors
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
I cannot stop this sickness taking over
It takes control and drags me into nowhere
I need your help, I can't fight this forever
I know you're watching,
I can feel you out there
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
Take me over the walls below
Fly forever
Don't let me go
I need a savior to heal my pain
When I become my worst enemy
The enemy
Take me high and I'll sing
you make everything okay
We are one in the same
you take all of the pain away
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons

I heard clapping behind me. I turned around to see Kageyama standing behind me clapping. I smiled blushing a bit.

"Wow Hinata I didn't know you could sing" he said smirking. I scratched at my neck.

" Not well" Kageyama just shook his head and we walked on towards school. It was silent with both of us staring forward. Until Kageyama spoke up.

"Hey Hinata?"

"Yeah?" I looked up at him.

"Is- Is someone bothering you?" I froze.

"What do you mean?" I looked down at my feet but kept walking. I saw him look over at me in the corner of my eye. Suddenly I was against a tree with Kageyama holding me there.

"What I mean is you've been acting really off the past few weeks and it's worrying me." He said staring me dead in the eyes. I gulped from how close he was.

"N-no! Everything is fine! No ones bugging me!"

"Hinata. Tell. Me. The. Truth." Kageyama got closer and more serious with every word.

"Fine but.... promise not to hurt them?"

" Hinata..."

"Promise and I'll tell you" I stated calmly. It was hard to be calm from how close he was. He sighed heavily.

"Fine"

"I don't know who it is"

"Hinataaaaa" He growled. Fuck I made him angry.

"I'm serious! I haven't seen there faces before I've only gotten notes from them! They either stuff them in my locker or in bag when I'm not looking!" I exclaimed quickly. He stood up and looked me dead in the eyes. I could stare at his eyes all day.

"Do you have any with you?"

"Yeah they're in my bag" Kageyama only nodded and went in my bag. He found the notes easily seeing as they were the only loose papers in my bag. He read them each one he got angrier and angrier. He read the last one and got up he pushed me back up against the tree. He buried his face in my neck.

"Do you believe these?" He asked me. All I did was nod in fear of actually answering. He took his face out of my neck and looked at my face for a good second before lowering it and pushing our lips together. It surprised me at first but I kissed back. With the feeling that this might be the only time I get to kiss Kageyama.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms went around my waist. The kiss got more heated with him swiping his tongue across my lip. I of course granted him access and opened my mouth. We broke a part a second later, a string of saliva connecting our lips.

"I love you so much Hinata, please never think that you're worthless" Kageyama said putting his face back in my neck. I nodded and spoke softly.

"Ok." He grabs my hand and we start to walk to school. I had a giant smile on my face. Knowing that Kageyama felt the same towards me made me happier than can be explained. His hands are warm I thought. You weirdo! You can't just think shit like that!

Well fuck you that's what you thought when I said I liked Kageyama and look how that turned out!

There is a difference between these two things!

Just shut it!

I continued to argue with myself in my head. We got into the school and people stared at Kageyama and I. He just glared at them and they'd look away but that didn't stop my thoughts.

You fucking faggot you dragged Kageyama into this too. Now he has to deal with people, good job.

I put my head down in shame and kept walking. I felt Kageyama let go of my hand and put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him. His warmth was the only thing on my mind. Everything else on my mind drifted away and went to his warmth.

I leaned on him a bit and we walked to his locker. It wasn't to far from mine but it was closer. He pulled out his books and stuff and we started to talk about the game that was coming up soon. We walked towards my locker.

"We are so gonna crush them !"

"You bet we are and I can't wait to see the look on there faces!" Kageyama said with enthusiasm as I opened my locker. I giggled but stopped as I saw notes falling out. I picked them up and stuffed them in my bag. Kageyama saw this and grabbed my hand. He looked surprised and almost like he was...... scared? Kageyama doesn't get scared. He protects and gets angry not scared! It influenced me enough to take the note from his hands quickly and read it.

You managed to drag Kageyama in to this? He's no fag he likes girls like NORMAL guys unlike you. Just stay away from him. He's mine.

I suddenly understood the fear part. How the hell did they get this note in heere (im sorry..... no I'm not) when Kageyama and I just started dating this morning. I something on my chin and my head lifted up. I looked up to see Kageyama looking me directly in the eyes.

My god his eyes.

I stared at his eyes for a few seconds, they felt like hours. He leaned forward and gave me a small peck on the lips.

"Don't listen to them." He said as he put his arm around my shoulder. He walked me to our first class and we separated to our seats. The bell rang and class began. Here's to another long day.