Not a Fairytale/ You Can't Hide Forever

Let me Die [13]

*Wendys pov*

-flashback-

       The world stopped. My eyes shot open, I saw Bebe's brown eyes were closed. She was kissing me?! She... she was kissing me!! I have been dreaming about this day for so long, this must be a dream, this can't be real. I pulled away. Bebe looked surprised.
"What are you doing?" I asked, shocked.
"I... I don't know..." she admitted.
"You kissed me..."
"So I did..."
"But, your straight!"
"I thought I was. But... that just felt right, like, it was meant to be." My eyes filled with tears. I suddenly closed my eyes and shook my head.
"This is a dream." I muttered. I felt Bebe grab my shoulders. Her eyes were glassy.
"Your not dreaming doll." She said with a laugh, her eyes looked like they could cry any minuet.
     I started laughing suddenly, I cupped my face as tears streamed down my face.
"Bebe-! I..." I cried and laughed at the same time, I wasn't sure what to do, this was incredible.
"I love you!"
"I love you too!" I hugged her tightly.
      I buried my face in her neck. Her heels made her taller than me, but we were about the same height.
       When we finally pulled back, I could tell she was crying too, her mascara ran slightly down her face.  Suddenly I realized my arm still hadn't been fixed, and it bled all over my clothes, I tried to hide it.
     Bebe suddenly frowned seeing my arm. I looked away.
"Let's get you cleaned up." She said. I looked up and smiled a bit.
        After she cleaned up my arms, we decided to get some fresh air, and we needed to talk about our situation.
     Once we were half way, down the street, we started talking.
"So..." she started.
"Are you gay?" I finally asked, needing to know.
"I don't know..." I nodded. "But." She started again "I think I do want to be with you."
      That put a smile on my face.
"I want to be with you to..."
"Wait... but what if we date and... what happened to Craig and Tweek happens to us?"
"I guess..." I wasn't sure how to respond. I looked down at my feet as we walked.
"We could do it in secret." Bebe suggested hopefully. I wasn't sure about how I felt about that, but there would be time to figure that out, lots of time.

-end of flashback- 3 days later-

Bebe and I were walking down the train tracks holding hands. I smile up at her. She smiled back. It's was so peaceful, well that was until I head a scream. It was a boy, and it was a scream of frustration.
Bebe and I both turned our heads to see where the scream came from.
Both our eyes widened and the sight of Craig Tucker, he was an absolute mess. I've never seen a person like this. We watched as he sat in the edge of the train tracks, and tracked his hands through his hair. I could tell he was sobbing.
"Let me fucking die already!" He screamed, his voice cracking at the end, and more sobs came out. Bebe and I looked at each other, and slowly approached him.
As I got closer, I saw the his sleeve to his hoodie was rolled up, and he was holding a razor to his wrist. Blood dripped down, and he kept cutting, continuing to bleed more.
"Craig!" My eyes widened and I ran up to him, and grabbed his razor quickly before he could react. He saw me and pulled his sleeve up, getting blood all over his hoodie.
He backed up and stood.
"What are you doing?!" I screamed.
"What the fuck it look I'm doing!" He yelled back. I reached out to put my hand on his shoulder, he pulled away harshly. "Don't fucking touch me!"
"Craig... please stop!"
"Don't act like you care, your just like everybody else in this damn town! Wanting me dead because I'm gay! Even my own boyfriend gave up on me. Ya know why? Because I'm a fucking lost cause! So don't try to help me! Because I'm done!"
I bit my lip, not expecting his outburst.
"I do understand, and-"
"No you don't!" He scoffed. "You don't know what it's like!" Tears started down my face.
"Oh yeah? I don't know what it's like huh?" I stepped aggressively closer to him, I rolled down my sleeve and shoved my arm in his face. His eyes widened.
"Wendy...why..."
"Because I'm gay Craig." I said through gritted teeth. He stepped back.
"I can't..." he mumbled, and started walking away.
"Craig!" I called behind him. He didn't look back. "Craig fucking Tucker!!" He still said nothing.
I ran up behind him, and got in my tippy toes, and slapped him hard in the face.
"The fuck!" He screamed holding his cheek.
"Listen to me!"
"I don't have to, and you know why? Because. I don't. Give. A. Damn! Leave me alone! Let me just kill my self because I can't fucking take this anymore!"
"No, dammit no!"
"Why? I'm already fucked up as it is! And this damn world would have one less problem without me!" I frowned.
"Why are you acting like this?"
"Why do you think! Everyone hates me, except for Tweek, but even he couldn't take me anymore! Now I'm alone, and I'm done! I just can't-" he started sobbing "I can't go on, knowing I'm alone." His voice cracked and he whimpered loudly. His sobs filled the air.
I slowly walked up and hugged him. "It going to be ok..." I whispered. To my surprise, he hugged back tightly. He was so much taller then me, my arms wrapped around his torso, and his arms around my shoulders and back.
"Why can't I just be normal..." he cried. "You are normal, it's everyone else who's not."
He seemed to think about that for a minute.
"But what a about Tweek?" He sniffed.
"What do you mean? What happened?"
After that, Craig told me everything. I wanna just make it better for him.