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tw: mentions of self hate, slight suicide, anxiety, drinking and drugs
"ok, tyler, how do you think your recovery is going?" sam asked, smiling softly. tyler only shrugged. still not very comfortable talking about that, even though he knew pete, jack and brendon well. "do you think you've been doing better than before you came here?" that made tyler think. of course not, the only reason he's still alive is because there are people around, always monitoring and checking in. he's not allowed sharp objects, or any sort of rope or cord. but that doesn't stop the thoughts nagging at him, or the anxiety. even when they give him medication, that still won't help his thoughts. sure, it calms his anxiety, but he still feels like he's worthless. "tyler? you still there?" tylers head snapped up at the call of his name. "u-uh yeah. sorry." he mumbled, fiddling with his fingers. "no no, it's ok. why don't we move on. brendon?" brendon sighed, sitting up in his seat a bit. "i guess. though, i only think that because i'm actually not aloud to drink and smoke pot here." that's the difference between tyler and brendon. tyler was quiet, sensitive and didn't like speaking his mind. while brendon was cocky, confident and didn't have a filter between his brain and mouth. even with those differences, the two still clicked. "well, unique answer, brendon." sam said, writing something in his clip board. "ok, that's all for today, you may go to your rooms now until your next activity in 30 minutes."
the boys all filed out of the small room, making their ways to their rooms. "tyler," brendon muttered. tyler didn't say anything, just continuing to walk. "im sorry about last night, i didn't mean to make you upset." tyler shrugged. "it's fine." he whispered, barely audible. "no, it's not. i made you upset, you don't deserve that." they got to their room, opening the door and walking in. tyler sat on the bed, once again turning away from brendon.
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I M S O S O R R Y
This is so bad and so short I just felt like I needed to update
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-Tyler
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recovery .:bryler:.
Fanfica story in which brendon and tyler meet at a rehabilitation centre for the 'depressed, disordered and addicted' ⚠️warning: thoughts of suicide, depression, self harm, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, abuse, homophobic or transphobic remarks, ect..⚠️
