Peter Quill Imagines

||Caught In a Lie||

Reader's POV:

"I hate you" I grumble as he slings his arm around me. "I hate being with you." I say, attempting to shove his arm off. Peter's lips brush against my temple. I can feel him smirking.

"If you hated me, you wouldn't still be here." He whispers in my ear as I roll my eyes. "Admit it, you love me." He chuckles as I sigh.

"I don't love anyone." I say sternly. I know he's right. If I truly wanted to leave, I would've left.  "I don't want to be here with you. No more." I say, causing him to laugh. 

"Sure. You totally want to leave." He smiles as I push him away from me.

"You're a womanizer Quill." I smirk while walking towards our shared room. "And that's why I'm leaving." I yell from the room, grabbing a bag from under the bed. I feel arms slide around my waist as I'm taking my stuff from the nightstand on my side.

"You're just gonna end up putting that back." He says into my neck as I try to remove his arms.

"Get away from me." I say as he groans. "I mean it." I say as his grip tightens a bit. 

"(Y/N), just stay. please." He says as I sigh.

"Peter Jason Quill, let go of me. now." I say, smacking his hands. He moves them from my body and lays down on the bed.

"Why are you acting like this?" He asks as I glare at him.

"Let's see! Oh yeah, YOU were lonely and needed somebody sooo bad. You little friend Yondu came and took me from my family! I grew up being your friend but now that we're...whatever we are. I've grown to hate you. I've gown to hate this life Peter! I want the innocent me back. I want my damn smile!" I yell at him, turning my back and stuffing clothes into it. "We were children Peter. I was happy but you're selfish ass had to ruin everything." I continue as I lean down and zip my bag.

"(Y/N), chill." He says as I laugh, tears pricking my eyes.

"Chill? I've tried Peter! I've tried to run but I always end up back here. Back in either you or Yondu's possession. I'm not a toy Peter!" I scream, my throat raw and tears flowing down my face. "Our 'Love' is a big lie. We're caught in this damn lie Quill and I just want out of it." I sob as he sits on the edge of the bed.

"(Y/N)....." He mumbles softly as I press my back against the wall.

"Peter...I just want to be free from this hell. I want this to work but I just end up suffering." I cry as I hear him get up and walk over to where I'm sitting. He sits down next to me and slings his arm around me, pulling me into his chest while I cry.

"I'm sorry I destroyed your life...I just want you happy now." He says softly as I sniffle.

"Peter. I'm afraid to love you. You've used me and cheated so many times." I sigh as he nods.

"I know and I'm sorry (Y/N). I feel awful about it." He says as I look up at him. For the first time, I see regret in his eyes.

"Promise?" I ask as he nods.

"Promise."