Ivan Martinez - On My Mind

5. I Want You

Paige's Pov

Wednesday, Ivan had been ignoring me since yesterday morning, and I just want to know why.

10:01 PM I was in my bedroom editing when I heard Ivan walking to his room, I stumbled up off my bed and ran in after him. 

He turned around "what are you doing in-" I cut him off, "why are you ignoring me?" I cried. "I'm not" he blurted "yes.., YES you are, you won't even talk to me anymore!" I screeched. He sat down in one of his gaming chairs and slowly raised his hands to his face but then reluctantly looked up "I don't want to.." he said frailly, "then why are you?!" I demanded. "Your brother.. it's your brother, he won't let me" he said faint-heartedly. 

I should have known Chance would scare him away. I could feel myself becoming angry, Chance always does stuff like this, he doesn't have the right to choose who I can hang out with. I look over to Ivan who has his head down and twiddling his thumbs. He looks apprehensive, although still looking really hot.

I slowly walk over towards him and bend down. I lay my hand on his thigh and lightly place my lips on his. He quickly kisses me back, grabbing my waist while doing so. Bringing back all the feelings from our last kiss except this time the kiss was more heated, we were both more eager for it than last time. I take his head into my hands and move further into the kiss but then he pulls away.

"we shouldn't do this" he whispers out of breath while looking down again, "I don't care what Chance thinks". "Yes, yes you do, he's your brother" he says while lowering his voice "No I don't, ...Ivan I want you". He looks up to me with repentant eyes and walks out of the room.

Why couldn't Ivan just kiss me anyway, why does he have to comply to Chance's 'rules'. 

I guess he'll just go back to ignoring me, great... actually no.. I'm not going to let him.