BestFRIEND an crush

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We all know these words we ALL are way too familiar with those too words you meet someone you want to hangout with this someone you and someone become BestFriends and thats all your suppose to be... Best Friends and this is fine for a awhile untill... it Isn't because you look at your bestFriend. And you dont see Just your bestfriend anymore no you see so much more you see the person that was there for you everysingle time you were down the person who you have been through so much with the person you connect with on every level and suddenly no you dont want to be bestfriends you want to be something more but your so afraid to tell them cause your scared they wont feel the same way so you take it and bury it as deep as you can but no matter what it finds its way at the top and you fight it everyday. Everysingle day your fighting and its so tiring and its so hard and everyday you're becoming weaker and then the world... your world is blown to peices because your bestfriend comes to you and tells you they need to tell you something you obviously ask what that something is and bestfriend tells you who they like and guess what that person that bestfriend likes isnt the person you want it to be because bestfriend the person you wanted didnt want you and everything just falls apart your heart your poor little heart that has been fighting so hard to keep yourself together breaks it snaps it shatters and you fall apart you...well your not even you anymore broken person is the new you put on a fake smile everyday go home and break down is the new you because you let yourself catch feelings over the one person you're not suppose to catch feelings for but you did you broke the rules and that has consequences and everyday you face them an your just a poor broken person trying to put themselves back together again
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Yeah um so that happend

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