I am a disappointment
To my frens
To my parents
To my school
To my sports teams
To my teachers
To my family
But im the biggest disappointment to
Myself
I cant fucking do any thing right
Wolf or anybody dont comment on this trying to say im not
I know im not
I fucking hate myself
I want to die
Im sorry jordan that im always so negative
Im sorry tori that i never text you fast enough
Im NOT sorry self that you cant do anything and that you put yourself down and lock yourself in your bathroom and take a razor to your skin and watch yourself bleed knowing you deserve this
Im a disappointment and thats the truth dont tell me im not i know that i am i have proof that i am and im not okay im not ever fine but ill say i am so that maybe people wont think im not a disappointment
