it's not. no, no, no. i scream, i shout, i yell, yet no one cares. no one hears. i'm drowning in my head, in my thoughts, i'm drowning myself and i can't do anything. it's not the same, will it ever be? what can i do? nothing. yes you can, do something. a constant battle, in my mind. between myself, but i always lose. i always back down, i lose the battle. i can't do anything, nothing. and i never will be able to do anything. it will never be the same. you're not the same girl, not the same lover, not the same friend, not the same, not the same, not the same. you're different, you're cold hearted now, what happened? i want the old you back. you're never going to get that old me back, this is me now. i can't do anything. it will never be the same. never.
ns.
