Chapter 8

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Hanzo's POV
    We were walking down the street to go to the grocery store. May not be the most exciting setting but, everything is more fun once you have Jesse around. Actually, I was walking down the street with Jesse but, then he picked me and started to give me a piggy back ride. After all of my light yelling, scolding, and disagreeing, I simply gave in, very easily at that. I started to enjoy the height and not have to walk.
    I've realized awhile ago that Jesse has opened up a more carefree side of me. Back then I would scold and apply strict rules to anything. I would put on a facade to always seem stern and serious. Never showing anything related to emotion. But, ever since Jesse came into my life, he just loosened me up. I feel constantly happy and I'm so open minded. I love it. I love how I don't have to hide anything anymore well, at least from Jesse. I love that he supports me for every choice I make. I literally do not deserve him.  
    I sighed. I decided to not follow that train of thought and instead make the most of this moment. I took Jesse's hat and put it on with a giggle escaping me. He smirked as he put a metal arm around my shoulder and pulled me in. Jesse lowered his head to my ear and whispered, "Ya just love putting on my clothes and accessories, don't ya?" I smiled, enjoying his breath brushing up against my ear. I blushed as soon as he nuzzled his nose into the crease of my neck. I flinched my head back as he started to gently nibble. I was barely able to breathe out his name because he was about to make noises that would mortify me. I tried to pull away but his arms snaked around my waist and canceled my escape. He started creating more love marks and any control I had evaporated. I was biting my lip to stifle moans but some escaped and people were staring. I was so torn. He was making me feel so incredible but, he was also embarrassing me. I pulled away when he got comfortable. I started to giggle as I started to speed walk to the store right across the street.
    As soon as I got there I turned around and leaned forward, putting my hands on my knees. I watched as Jesse casually strutted to me. But, before Jesse got here, a pretty girl walked up to him. She started to talk to him and touch him, squeezing his arms and laughing at him. Another foreign feeling grew inside of me;jealousy. I wanted Jesse to push her away and walk to me but, he just stayed there, talking to her. I felt jealous and insecure because she's so beautiful. I walked inside the store with knots in my stomach. He was out there for awhile and I was just wandering the store. I was in the dairy aisle until I heard his rich voice call for me. I was relieved to hear it but, I also felt sick hearing it. It wasn't long until I felt his arms come around me. It didn't feel like home, it felt cold;unwelcoming. I flinched away from his touch and wriggled away from his grasp.

"What's wrong, Darlin?"

    He doesn't even know what's wrong... I felt sour as I walked away, not wanting to talk to him. My heart felt a little heavy and my head was hurting. I felt him grab my wrist and I felt relieved, but I was still persistent to get away. He pulled me into his arms again. They were still cold but, they were now inviting.

"Hanz, don't tell me yer jealous."

    He nuzzled his nose into my neck and sighed. I grunted lightly and tried to pull away.

"Darlin ya know yer the only one that matters to me. Nothing or nobody's gonna change that."

"Are you lying?", I asked. Desperation was lacing my tone and I felt shaky.

"I promise."
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This was like ok. I was in the drive thru at sonic and I was like yes. Update. Hope you enjoyed!!

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