CROSSFIRE (got7 x Bts x monstax x svt )

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{A/N: For those who are curious, Hyungsik in this story is in real life an actor and singer (Use to be in ZE:A) this is the precious bub face *Points towards the picture* Also this song is amazing i was listening to it nostop while writing

p.s: thank you all so much for 600 reads! It still baffles me that anyone would read the story *heartu* ! ahhh hope you all have a great day ^~^

*Serious mode* back to the story~}

"Hyungsik?" I rub my eyes to make sure I'm seeing correctly. The buried tears i tried my best to hide, surfaced immediately, and the emptiness was filling up, I didn't realize how much I missed him, my words were stuck on my tongue. I couldn't move my feet it felt too surreal the happiness of seeing his missing face. We locked eyes and his solid eyes pierced mines.

"It's been a while" he said through his half smile. I ran to him as fast I could, falling into his chest. Tears spilled over and for once during this whole time that they disappeared, I didn't mind crying, something in me was set free from  grief. "I thought I lost you! I was so worried." I cried into his chest still holding on to him, scared of letting go.

"Y/n" He  whispered harshly. I pulled away from the hug and looked up to him to see that he had his head lowered to the ground completely. The room was still broken in half and I was standing alone on the other side of it . The room was aloof, redefining itself into a place I did not recognize. He raised his head slowly, revealing his glassy eyes and his dry rosy cheeks. The floor was fragile, Ready to fall  and every tear was a threat that promised to shatter it , it stirred up welling inside me, spilling on the anguished circle that we caught ourselves in. Before I can speak Hyungsik hand slipped out of mine.

"Y/n, I think we should break up, I can't seem to love you." He said indifferently. But With that everything came crashing down.

My heart broke into million of tiny pieces but I couldn't do anything. My insides were burning but I couldn't do anything. Hot tears fell and I was suffocating with pleads to stay but crashed in my mouth leaving a bitter taste inside that I can't get rid of. He just stand there clutching his jaw staring at the cold floor. Avoiding me all together.

"I'm sorry for everything" Focused on containing the tears but with every word it became harder. An effable pain scratches me from the inside but I can't do anything about it. "I'm sorry But please don't go." My voice cracked. I hold onto the rims of my outfit trying hard to suppress the huge mess inside my throat. I stare straight at his fallen figure that seems distress as much as I do but had less burden with it. After moments pass by us he starts to make his way out. I see him pass by but my hand acted on its own and grabs onto his sleeve before he could disappear again. I turn around but he doesn't. " Please Don't leave" I beg. We stay silent together for a moment, the madness of being left behind drifted in and I was slowly drowning in it. "Stay" I plead in a whisper closing my eyes, whishing he would stay despite the odds.

"Let me go" he spits out words, wielding it like a knife. The words set a flame to the mess inside my head to only leave a numb feeling. I let go of his arm. With ease he leaves, walking without a care in the world.

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(Third point of view)

As Hyungsik walks out the apartment, he grips onto the doorknob tightly. Pulling every inch of control over his bottled emotion. He leans against his arm that was rested over the wall trying to recollect himself but burning regret and anger chained him as their prisoner. He swallowed it all, poisoning  himself from inside.  Fueled with guilt , he Hits the wall in frustration, creating a huge whole but didn't care of the damage on the wall nor the blood on his hand.

He storms outside to where the others were waiting patiently . Tucked away into a shady alley the others hid but had anxious frowns on their faces. As Hyungsik approaches the depth of his hell followed.  The world crumbled at his feet, his gruesome glare fixed to attack, Nothing was safe from his rage, he was irritated with life, the world, everything. He kicks the trash violently everything inside scattered around.

"Tell me this was the right move!!! Hyungsik shouts  at the other 5 but they all kept their head down. His words dripped with venom yet everyone kept silent which irritated Hyungsik more. He forcefully grab one of the 5 by the collar. "MATTHEW TELL ME I DID THE RIGHT THING!" He roared at Matthew tightening his grip every second, keeping the glare of a killer.  The others yell out for him to stop but had no affect.  Matthew never spoke ,he clenched his jaw, reflecting the same anger and guilt in his burden eyes. "Hyungsik this was the only way we can keep her safe!" Somin pleaded and with that Hyungsik fell. His blinding anger faded to reveal someone broken. "We need to leave now before they connect her to us." Jiwoo urges. Bringing everyone back to their senses, they compose themselves, quietly gathering into the car ready to leave to who knows where. 

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(Y/N point of view )

The night was filled with small flickering lights surrounding the moon. I sit on the grass in a park somewhere I found by wondering. I stare at the ground before me, lost in thought. 

I held tightly onto my legs resting my chin on my knees, remembering the painfully happy moments. My breath was ragged and short, my cries have quiet down but weren't done. My body was exhausted from sobbing and but didn't stopped. My eyes were strained ready to give up on me. Yet my mind isn't settling, overwhelming me with emotions that left me numb. 

 I set my hand on the grass to feel a small rock, without a second thought, I flung it  into the darkness . Moments later I heard the rock hit a surface accompanied by a someone wincing in pain.

"HEY!"