Monday morning woke up an hour earlier before the alarm rings .... staring to the ceiling. .. trying to recognise any feeling ... empty is all what I feel... a great desire not to leave bed ... my life wasn't great before my father's death .. I got abused by a guy who used me to get his homeworks done under the name of my boyfriend . .. fake friends ... cruel MOM ... the only thing that changed is that in the past I used to have a father and now I don't .... the thought of being a bad person keeps playing in my head... and since I decided to be bad I must go to school as any bad person who enjoys the look of fear in other people's eyes ..... but the truth is as soon as I get to school the idea of being bad vanishes. ..
Here i am standing in front of high school. ... it was always a place where I had a great memories .... but now it's my hell. ....
I walk in the hallway and receive dead stares ... a Nice compliments that once used to hurt me such as **die bitch ** another from miss plastic dropping a funny joke *no woder she became a killer ... oh wait killers are hot .. let me just say she is a nightmare ** and God damn i feel flattered .... I keep walking towards my secret place ... the roof of the building that used to hold the lab and gym section. .. I sit there watching who was once my dearest friends ..and as past starts to consume me .. I shake my head and do anything ... bring back the old me ... dance ... sing ... read books and imagin myself the heroine of the story. .. Well it seems strange for an ugly ... mental ... girl who killed her father ... right !!!... but after all I still that girl who wants to live a fancy romantic story. .... Am I guess I went a little bit far. ..... oh its time to gym class ... and let me tell you I loved running and I was so good at it .. i remmeber I used to beat all my class mates even when I weighed seventy pounds .. but since I became a beast ... the teacher won't allow me to. ....
I reached the gym class which is a big hall with a bunch of chairs in the corner for the rest time ... and for me for the whole time during the next hour ... I placed my bag on one of the chairs next to me and leaned my back on the wall closed my eyes and started to think about somthing may Change my life ... what about having amnesia would my mom forget about what happened and take care of me ... she will have the chance to make me the way she want be to be ... she can dress me the way she always wanted ... she can make me act the way she want me to act ..... would it erase the feel of fear that mom have twards me ... would it erase the hurting words she ever said to me... would it be enough to erase this pain am feeling? .... I feel my tears close to fall. ..and as I opened my eyes to stop them ... I felt a strong hit on my face ... that my glasses fell down ...
CARA: coming towards me to take the ball saying *oops* didn't know that beast's feel hurt by the hit of voly ball .. and shared a laugh with the others in the room
I ignored all of this now I have to find my glasses I can't see without them
TINA: oh .. there you are as I climbed to get them someone reached them before me
NAILL : HERE YOU ARE ...
I looked to his face eventhough the vision wasn't clear but that didn't stop me from seeing his perfect blue eyes. .. he stared at mine too. ..
TINA: AM.. Thank you
And got up from the floor
NAILL:no problem ...and took a step closer and said *am naill and am new here and offered his hand
TINA : am .... there when cara pulled his hand and looked at me and said * she is the beast*
I didn't say a word my eyes are bursting. Tears are down on my face I runned out to the roof ... I can't be bad ... I can't be strong. .. Am tired of my mom's words ... cara's words. ... people's stars ........ I cryed a lot but after a while the calm was filling me .. only the sound of winds breaking through my boones ....
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The Beast
FanficWe all know about the typicall story of the beauty and the beast but what if our beauty is a handsome guy known as naill horan and our beast is Tina the mental who killed her father .. would he fall for her ?the same as she...
