Im Not Suppose to Love You The Way I Do ::~On Hold~::

Its Not Like Were Dating . !

[Zarahs POV] 

After I told Jacob what happened he held me in his arms while I cried. I usually dont cry over things . I Didnt even cry when m dad was murdered . Its not that Im heartless.. Its Just When Something so depressing happens to me, I Cant let out any emotion at all ... Wen I cry, its usually because ive had somethinq building up for a while and I just need to let it go.

Jacob- So are you gunna tell Randy . ?

Zarah-*No* Yup .

I think jacob knew I was lieiing . My voice  squeaked ....

Jacob-*God se's beautiful* ou need to tell him .

Zarah- I know but there are some things... That Randy doesnt need to know .

Jacob- Like ... ?

Zarah- Mabye the fact that I want to kiss you rigt now .

Jacob-*SCORE* So whats stopping you . ?

I wrap my arms around Jacobs neck and put my lips against his. I swear Ive never felt anything so soft in my life . Jacob bit my bottom lip and i let him slide his tounge into my mouth. Jacob rolled ontop of me and slids his hands under my shirt . I heard something and jumped away from Jacob and managed to fall off my bed doinq so. I need to listen to Randy and Buy a new one . 

Randy- WHAT THE FUCK . !

Zarah- Uhhhhhhg hey randy*that shit hurt*

Jacob-(blushinq) whats up . ?

Randy- Zarah what Are you doing on the floor . ! ?

Zarah-*Me and Jacob were having a makeout session and you interrupted it . ! JERK* We were playing Hide-&-Seek . (smiles and gets up off the floor)

Jacob- Obviously She doesnt know how to play . Your suppose to leave the room Z .

Zarah-(throws pillow and Jacob & laughs) Whatever . So you guys wanna go to the movies or something  ? I Can invite Mercedes . !

Randy-*FUCK YEA* Sure I Dont care . Whats Playinq tho . ?

Jacob & Randy argue about what movie we're gunna see while Im texting Mercedes .

~=Text Convo=~

{Domo<3Gang} Wanna go to the movies with me Jacob & Randy . ?

{SxyCholo} You Mean Double Date . ?

I Laughed at the thought . That Would be hell  .

{Domo<3Gang} lol No Just hang at the movies with us for a while . 

{SxyCholo} Wth Why not What movie . ?

{Domo<3Gang} I Dun Know.. SOmething to make the guys shit themselves tho . !

{SxyCholo} Ahh I Know the perfect movie.. Ill be there in 20min

~=End of Convo=~

Zarah- Ok Mercedes Said She'd be here in like 20min

Randy- iigh cool . 

Zarah-.. Aren't You gunna like.. Shower . ? &.. Change . ?

Randy- Right let me do that (starts to walk out the room and turns around) Dont you two do anything I would .

Jacob- Like I would Try anything with with you down the hall . ?

Zarah-(burst out laughing) Go take a shower Randy We'll be Here waiting .

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