"Baby?" You hear Justin's voice interrupting your thoughts.
"Hum?" You mumble.
"I just admitted that I'm in love with you. Don't you have something to say back?" He asks smirking.
You smile shyly. "You know I love you."
"Yeah... I know. But... I'd rather you say it." He says looking hopeful.
"I-I love you." You say kissing his lips.
Soon Justin was fast asleep. You on the other hand couldn't sleep a wink. All you could think about was what happened. You made love with Justin. You made love with Justin Bieber.
Did he like it?
Did you satisfy him?
Does he really love you?
All these questions ponder your mind. After what seems like hours, you finally fall asleep.
The sun rose beaming into Justin's room. You sigh, raising up to see Justin still sleep, his arm wrapped around your waist. You stare down at his angelic face, smiling to yourself.
You still can't believe you slept with him. Staring out the window, you slid under the covers, grabbing your phone. Your twitter had been blowing up since the paps saw you and Justin going out for your birthday.
The pics were very cute, and showcased your happiness. Something you haven't seen in a while. Suddenly, you feel kisses up your arm, a soft moan escapes your lips as the kisses travel to your neck.
"Good morning." You say, biting your lip.
"Morning." Justin rasps, kissing your lips. He notices the facial expression on your face.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
You shake your head, looking away from him.
"(Y/N)..." He says raising your chin to look into your eyes. His face clearly told you he wasn't letting it go.
"Um... Last night... Did you... Like it?" You ask.
Justin's eyebrows shoot up. "Are you still on this?"
"Yes." You simply say.
"Ugh... Babe... I loved it." He says kissing you.
"Really?" You ask surprised.
"Yes. Really. It was... Amazing." He breathes. "You are amazing."
You sigh, relieved at his words.
"Now... Can you let it go?"
You nod your head, smiling.
After a while you and Justin got out of bed showering and getting dressed.
"Good morning!" You hear your sister call out.
"Morning Chrissy." You say clearly cheerful.
"Ooh... Someone's cheerful." She says. "And do I see a glow?"
"Chrissy stop." You giggle.
"Ooh... You got busy with Bieber didn't you?" You says in a quiet voice.
"Maybe..." You say smirking.
"Um hum... I hope you used a condom." She says in a serious tone.
"Of course." You say.
"Um... Have you told him?" She asks.
You really didn't want to bring her up. Not now. "N-no... I'm... Scared to."
"(Y/N)..."
"Look, I know what you're gonna say. It's been three years. I should be over it, but I'm not."
"I'm not telling you how to run your life, (Y/n). I just want the best for you. I can't bare to see you back there again."
You nod your head. "I'll tell him... Just not now."
"You know the day is almost here. When you get back home, you should visit her grave..."
"Yeah... I will." You say walking past her.
"And mom's too..." She adds.
You cringe at her words, tears pricking your eyes.
"Don't cry (y/n)." Your sister says. You sniffle walking towards the door.
"I love you." She says loud enough for you to hear.
"Love you more." You say.
You take a deep breath, trying to relax a little. You haven't thought about her in a while. You missed her, although you didn't get to know her that long. Taking out a pad and a pen, you start to write lyrics.
Head down
As I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
Eyes shut
I find myself in love racing the earth
And I'm soaked in your love (ahh)
And love was right in my path
In my grasp
And me and you belong...
Staring at the lyrics, you think trying to find more...
I wanna run... (Run)
Smash into you
I wanna run... ( run)
And smash into you...
You smile reading over the lyrics. It was the exact feeling you felt at the moment.
You're in love... And racing to keep it.
(A/N): the song lyrics come Beyoncé. The song is call Smash into You. You should listen, its a very beautiful song.- Journey
