[Christie]
I was furious.
After putting (y/n) into bed, I couldn't go to sleep. I was so mad.
How could he do this? What the fuck was his problem?
I take my phone, calling Pattie.
"Christie? Where's (y/n)?!" She exclaims.
"She's sleeping right now... After crying for three hours straight."
"Oh my god." She sighs. "I'm so sorry."
"It's okay." I say. "Um... Where's Justin?"
"He's right here... He hasn't stopped crying since he got here."
"Can you put me on speaker?" I ask.
"Sure..." She says. A few seconds later. "You're on."
"Well... Since I'm pretty sure (y/n) won't talk to you for a couple days, I guess I should you what the doctor said today." I start.
"Is it bad?" Ms. Pattie asks.
"Not exactly. See, after (y/n) lost the first baby, she was told she couldn't have kids. But..."
I pause, feeling myself on the verge of tears.
"B-but... What?" Justin stammers.
"She's pregnant." I choke out.
"Oh my goodness." Ms. Pattie says.
"She's six weeks along... It's a miracle."
"Yes it is." Pattie says.
"Justin... I'm mad as hell that you did what you did. I don't like to see my little sis hurt, and I've seen it too many times. She's been crying non stop since she saw that video, the pic. She's devastated. But... She still loves you...." I was crying at this point.
"I-I know... I'm..."
"Don't apologize to me... Apologize to her. You're most loyal belieber. The girl that never gave up on you no matter what you did. Apologize to the belieber who's carrying your baby. Fix it." I say before hanging up.
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You woke up, crying out Justin's name. But once again he wasn't there.
Sitting up in the bed, you rub your eyes. You had been crying non stop since yesterday. The day your world came crashing down on you. You sit against the headboard, rubbing your stomach.
"He lied." Was all you could say.
"After six years of loving him... He does this..." You mumble, feeling yourself wanting to cry. You pull out your pad.
I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied
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I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment
"(Y/n)... Are you okay?" You hear your sister say.
"Um... Yeah. You can come in." You say putting your note pad away. She walks in, trying to put on a smile.
"Hi..." She whispers walking to your bed.
"Hey..."
"Promise you won't get mad?" She asks.
"Oh Chrissy... What did you do?"
"I called Pattie."
Your eyebrows raise.
"Justin was there... And I told him... That you were six weeks pregnant."
You wince at her words.
"(Y/n)..."
"He shouldn't know..." You whimper.
"Why?"
"I-I... Don't want him to."
"(Y/n)..."
"He hurt me."
"He's sorry."
"He lied!" You sob.
"(Y/n)... Don't cry. You need to be calm. Just... Breathe."
You follow her instructions, breathing in and out.
"He lied to me. He said... He loved me..."
"He does..."
"Yeah. As one of his beliebers. I'm just another fuck to him."
"(Y/n)... Give him a chance to explain. Don't push him out just yet."
You think about her words. She's right. You should give him a chance. But you can't get rid of the pain in your chest.
Resentment was taking over your mind.
After a while, Chrissy left. She promised to be back in the morning, making sure you weren't alone. As you laid in your bed, you feel your phone ring.
"Hello?"
"Baby..."
There was that deep raspy voice, full of hurt and pain.
"Baby say something."
"You lied." You whimper.
"Baby I-"
"You lied."
"I'm sorry. Please... Don't..."
"Don't what?" You ask.
"That was a mistake." He stammers.
"It still happened." You murmur.
"(Y/n)... Please... We can figure this out. Just... Don't... Don't push me away. Let me explain."
"Ok... Explain."
"No. Not over the phone." He says.
"I-I... I can't see you... Not now."
"Baby... Please.."
"I have to go..." You say hanging up. Crawling under your sheets, you prepare yourself for another sleepless night of endless crying.
