A New Bonding(swasan)

10 wont meet u agn

bck to strory:
Sanskar’s pov

its been two days after i start new branch in kolkata… new branch in quite less time is going to be a challenge to me,,but its not new to me,,in these years i bcm workholic only to avoid her memories which hunt me,,,her memories,,,,i can sigh like this only,,those memories make me feel guilty,,,im dieing in this guilt…i loved her,,,,but i dont deserve to says tht,,,if i really mean my words,,,i should have ask her decision before do something…but i ddint give her a single clue of wht im doing…nd i end up with loosing her forever,,,,i need to be punished for it,,,nd im getting the punishment by having a incomplete life after having everything,

,,,,shona,,,will u come to my life evn in next life????…..im sorry doll,,,,nowadays whn all i think abt u…only this word came in my mind …”SORRY”,,,,,,,,but i know the reality i didnt evn deserve to say sorry to u,,,i dont want to say tht too….bcz i no longer have courage to face u,,,i cant meeet ur eyes once more,,,those eyes once hold a lot of love for me will have hate,complain,anger,,,wht not,,,i can’t face tht situation,,,,i wish i wont cm infront of u once again in this life,,,i wish we wont meet agin ,,,i wish i never see u with sahil,,i wish u to forget me like a bad dream,,,,,,

“sir ,,,”

i woke up frm my thoughts whn my pa kavya enters my cabin with files,,,for god sake i was sitting at my chair facing my bck to her,bcz of tht i hide my tears succesfully,,,,i stood up from the chair nd move towards the near by table as im going for drinking some water,,where my intension was to wipe my tears without her notice,,

“put the file on table kavya..nd u can leave”i demanded in my bossy tone,,,,which is always sounds rude,,nd i dont care abt it,,kavya knew abt my workstyle,,as she is my pa for last 7 months,,nd hr in kolkata we need some new employess,,nd i want thm to knew my rules very well..so i asked kavya to take care of it,,so she may come now to say something ab it,,,

“”sir….””

she agn speak…wht she need now…”wht?””..i asked,,or i shouted?,,,

“sir,,according schedule,,we need to work on sunday too,bcz..”

i cut her nd completed wht she was saying,,”bcz we r just starting our bussiness here,,so we need to work hard for it settlement,,,nd u guys r having shift in sunday..only some need to stay at night here,,,evn i will be here….””

“yeah sir,,,sir can u give us leave on sunday..””

“wht?””””””””””””wht she is saying??

“woo,,,,sirrrrr,,,,i,,,,i mean sir,,,we all will be present in sunday mrng ,,,those who have shift in evng will finish thr work before evng,,,can u grand us a leave,,tht…tht not full day,,,evng shift can u avoid????

she is hell worried ,,i can sense it frm her behaviour,,
“to us???wht u mean by it,,whr u guys r going ,,sompe party??””

“no sir.,,no such parties…””

“thn wht?,,,,””

“sir ,,on sunday in near by auditorium a dance perfomance is thr,,,thy r famous dancing group…”TEDDY &BEARS”…we wished to attend it,,,,its such a good oppturnity,,,,sir,,,can we??””

dance performance..i remember once swara asked me to join her to one such show…she always love dancing…im smiling yaar,,,u r awesome doll..u can make me cry..u can make me smile,,,whnevr u wish,,,,

“sir..can we?,,””kavya was expecting a shout,,

“ok,,,go for it..””…
kavya left the cabin with a wide smile,,,a victories smile…i walked to the door frm whr i can see my employees working,,,,i saw kavya walking towards thm whr thy all r looking her with a confused look,,,ofcourse thy all force her to come nd ask permission,,nd in thm only she have tht dare to take such a step..i still dont know why i said yes to her,,,kavya told thm something,,,to which thy all smile widely nd gave hifi to each other,,,nd some whr hugging kavya…so thy r celeberating,,,,